Okie... i know its a long time since i post.... but hey ... i had prelims :D... Anyway i think this will be my last post until end of o'levels seeing that till now , even when o'level is SOOOOOO near... i can still fail a bloody test...

Anyway here are the recent craped marks ...
Amaths : failed =.= D7
Emaths : Passed B4 =.=.. .and guess wad... 30 people got Distinction so u think i happy?
Bio : Passed C5 ... studied quite hard for this ...
Physics : Passed B3 ... since its combine i am not happy abt it ... cus i wan B3 for combine and...my chem sux so... if i get only a b3 for physics... how i get B3 for combine... i nid like...a B3 for chem too? which is ... stupid... and wth? i tot i can get A2 =.=...

Geez... seems like i m destined to lie to myself or something... i told my frens "hey , Amaths was quite easy lehz "... same for the all the other subjects excluding history and social studies... and this is wad crap marks i get for "easy"papers ...

Its quite annoying ... i put in effort this once and.... i get back crap .. tomorrow getting back 1 of he humanities subs and english i guess... i wont be hoping too much already... when i tell myself i will pass or when i score... i get the opposite ... so i hope now saying that i will fail ... will help me pass ...but o wait... i already know i will fail my humanities =.=...

anyway i am sick again... gosh its like... 3-5 fevers since the past i dunno... 3 mths? hahas.. watever ...

Can currently imagine people jumping for glee knowing that the bell-shaped curve is dropped and they got better marks or something LOLX.... nah just kidding... just cus i am pissed with my marks does not mean i will be pissed with people who scored higher than me ... so dun worry people LOLX :D

hmm i predict ...
English : C5... dun wan hope for B3 already even though i felt i did well ... cus if i say I WILL GET B3... i will fail or something =.=
Humanities : E8 ... i felt it was hard so watever :X

And WOOOHOOO mum bought me a windbreaker :X Lol random

Ok... i r going rots . So much for getting at least 1 A1 for my O'levels... i doubt even 5 B3 is possible unless that day alot of people became stupid and drop that bell-shaped curve for me haha :D so yeah ... gtg... Dasiy Duck ( watever her spelling is ) and Failure is calling me :D

TOmorrow going back school le :X have Bio and Amaths paper and guess wad... i barely started hahas :D

anyway i had SUCHA WONDERFUL dream :D LOLX i know.. my dreams are like simple compos that you would LOVE to read ( as if :X ) anyway i always wished to have Wind Elemental ability and guess wad.. i dreamt of it and gosh it felt so real...

OK i know its lame but...It was sort of like naruto LOLX... i was a ninja and some ass people want me to try my new wind magic on my own fren... WTH!? so in the battle area , i pretended to fite my fren i throw sand at him and said THATS MY WIND MAGIC!...then the stupid announcer say : "hmm this is odd .. bla bla bla " then i got pissed =.=.. i jump up to the audience ... gather chakra , and BOOM! i smash my ( yes yes its naruto ) Spiraling Shuriken at that darn announcer ...and just when i was loving it I WOKE UP!! NOOOOO!!! my wonderful dream... but when i woke up .. both my hand numb :X lolx.. so i was like...WOOHS it felt so good :P

Anyway had tennis today 1 on 1 with coach... gosh i cant keep up ... even though it was an easy day i coulden last long... i even puked =.=...thankfully coach patient with me... but i cannot keep on like that :D must Jiayou Hehe...

Roger Federer or watever Nadal is GOING DOWN!! MUHAHAHAHHA

Heh i think i am better today.. didnt have any crap stomach thingy le :D

Anyway todays paper...English was considered easy :X hmm wonder whyye prelim paper can this easy... dun tell me O'level they will suddenly change to difficult... i know ... it is said that prelim is suppose to be difficult but it doesnt mean it MUST be more difficult :D...

Anyway english was quite easy but not scoreable :X...

Maths was SUPER easy..HONESTLY! compared to normal paper this is hell easy... but dun expect me get an A1... i know i said it is easy but i wont score ... i will just pass only since... ya.. i suck at maths :X...i am 99.99% sure that more than half the class will get A for this particular paper...

Expecting maths paper 1 to be more difficult :X k i going play... shall study history and chem later

Today is the start of prelim... and wad a bad way to start it off =.=

Still had the crap stomach **** but o well... still gotta go school XD...

English Paper was not really good .. i struggled alot for the letter writing.. using up 1 whole hour to do it ... cause i simply had no idea wad to write... at 168 words , i ran out of ideas.. so i had to come up with extremely lame stuff to reach 250... not to mention i didnt check my grammer and use better vocab :X ...

The compo was slightly better eventhough i had like 45 mins? I took question 5 , Laughter ... it was quite difficult to come up with a story honestly... this kind of questions is ... hard :X... so i chose it :D ...expected that little people will choose it.. but I was wrong... quite a large amount of ppl chose it :( i hope i get 20 and abv :X

Social studies is.. 1 word.. HORRIBLE!.. my SBQ suddenly crap up on me ... i suddenly forgot everything... i just blanked out and wrote random ans...SEQ wasnt any better.. cause... the only thing i read that came out was healthcare and for some lame reason i forgot wad i studied :X...

Haiz... i dun think i can pass .. but i still hope i get a near pass and not a major fail :D

Tomorrow is Emaths and English but... XD i'm studying for chem now :P

damn .. its so frustrating .. Appearently it is VERY clear to me now that i really cant sing :X... but thats not whyye i am frustrated...i am frustrated only cause i had to wait so long before comfirming this fact .. and worst still.. i had to use such a stupid and embarrassing method to find out this fact ... I know some of my frens say i can sing ... but... i guess their being nice XD... Love my frens :D But for now ... my appreciation have to go to those who told me that i cant sing well .. cause.. if they didnt ..i would be going to poly/Jc / ITE with the thought that i can sing and thus embarrass myself once again... i dun mind the embarassment yesterday .. since i am leaving damai soon :D... so .. with this... i give up on singing to achieve... i shall sing for fun .. but only to myself .. since.. i will kill any1 who hears me :X haha... O ya 1 more thing... Every song i hear lately from ppl's blogs are ... well.. so nice to sing... Ironic isnt it?

Anyway now i am having a irritating Headache as well as some crap up bull**** prob with my stomach... 38.3 =.=... nice right?? tomorrow prelim sia... i hope it subsides by tomorrow... cause i am really studying my Social studies now... i dun wanna lose out to any1 anymore... i want to do well... even though my dream doesnt involve studying...i'm doing my best for my o'lvl starting from today .. to achieve my parents hopes for me i guess... besides... if i wan to be rich( seeing that i LOVE money )... my dream will definately not take me far.. since i started Tennis like really slow ... and even though i have a talent for it.. i doubt it is enough since Singapore is a only funds the Ping Pong olympics team cause they are the only team with hope or something like that :P

ok so .. abt my Social Studies... i guess i will study 3 Topics :X...
-HealthCare
-Transnation Terrorism
-Venice...

I think its safe for me to do this.. since my SBQ doesnt really need any contexual knowledge to score well ... its just that Nasty SEQ that destroys me :X... PEEEL APPROACH I WILL GET YOU RIGHT THIS TIME :D

Ok.. so yeah... i guess i shall end my post here... wow... Everytime i sick.. its like i can study :X...dunno whyye... cus usually i will study from 8pm - 11pm :X but now i start? WOW!! LOLX... plus .. god seems kind to me today :X i slept like 10-20 times today ? and look at the time now?? LOLX...whyye so many? cause i slept at 12am after i vomited crap... woke up to vomit at 6 ... then from 6-now i kinda woke up alot cause of the stomach pain :X... weird HAHAHa... but yeah... Good Luck all for prelims.. cause i wont help any1 decrease the bellshape curve anymore :X i will go all out this time...

Plan :
1) Study 1 day before for each prelim test ( EVEN ENGLISH )
2) Get results le i see which Sub and Topic i not sure
3) mug for all of those sub and topic i am unsure of
4) Do wad i can for o'level
5) Hope to get at least 1 A1.. since... i never gotten 1 before :X so i dun wanna hope too much

GANBATTE MINNA! .. did i spell proper? i dunno :X haha.. K sick sick boy shall study now :X i'm sure i will be well tomorrow :D

PS : i cant wait to gradu... leaving this school with quite a bit of bad memories .. i told myself in pri school not to do anything to make myself look lie a loser in sec school but i guess i failed... so .. since i now know i cant sing.. there is 1 less thing to embarass myself with in my next school :X