How long has it been since i last post... a month maybe? maybe more...Either way.. hi :D haha...mind this is gonna be a rant post and i will seem to be talking to myself...alot..:X i may sound proud and happy but.. baby cakes.. i aint ..
So yeah...been slacking loads lately.. i mean look .. i'm posting..its super obvious i exhaust every possible method of avoiding that annoying piece of work i have to complete ... but here i am still hoping to score well.. am i foolish or just plain stupid...You know...I am very amazed with myself.. yeah.. amazed with how dumb and naive i am in thinking that my marks are gonna remain how it is ... FYI fcker.. it aint ..so yeah.. my marks WERE good... All A's and only 1B to from Art class cus the teacher is biased just cause i insulted his imagination straight in his face...at first it was like " OMG A?! I CANT BELIEVE IT " and soon it changed to "A? expected" as this attitude goes on..i stopped working as hard... yeah its kinda of a childish post if u stopped reading from here but... hey even if u continue on.. its still gonna be a childish post dude.. whye? its just the way i am .. Booyah ..
So back to the shit, here i am.. still hoping for magical A's to fly right to my face.. until a fcking D slaps me right across my cheek ...yeah.. a big D.... this is history repeating itself...
*flashback to pri 1*...
"Full marks for maths paper.. i knew it.."
"Highest in English .. of course"
... yep... surprised? me too .. not at that time at least... then .. yeah.. the same old shit happens.. think i am god-like and stopped bothering.. Band 1 to Band 3.. A scorer to C... and now its happening again.. So yeah... sux... i'm back to my " I CANT STUDY " shit again...whyye did i choose an IT course... like seriously..each time i turn on the com to " Do work " .. facebook comes on :X having a problem here... 3 assignments , 2 weeks.. none started... die...................
Another thing.. *ahem* You know how i love to brag that i am a complex minded person ? Cause i analyse everyone the moment i meet them and words that come out from my mouth usually have some form of phychological meaning to it? well.. for a complex minded person.. i am heck of a stupid shithole... whyye? i cant say... lets just say.. at this moment i feel fcked up in the brain cus i am useless given my OWN ability...hidden agenda , cunning , backstabbing , manupliation.. for some1 who always sees himself as a kind person.. i sure am an arsehole... Its weird.. I keep saying " i was born smarter but lazier " but.. hmm... i guess thats not true anymore....
So if u read till this point of the post.. gratz.. i'm sure u find me braggy and irritating.. well ... i am those things.. so.. hurray.. two more intersting facts abt louis .. make it three cus now u know i am very sarcastic :D No .. Ahem.. it DOES sound braggy but mind u .. its not suppose to be.. i'm just trying to show the ... effect? of the.. i dunno.. its hard to explain stuff thru words...
Hmm.. i guess i SHUD end on a positive note... but i cant think of any positive stuff abt myself anymore... OH ..got 1 :D .. see how much negative stuff generates in my head over just a darn D ? :D i'm telling u.. theres more... but.. nah... i express myself more... non-ass-like thru verbal interaction :D
I really envy those people who work so hard and score so well with their own abilities...heck.. i find it hellish just taking on 1% of what they handle everyday ... its amazing how these people handle and carry themselves... i guess thats whyye i love being frens with these people.. i want to make their life better... i dunno.. it sounds weird but.. i want to cheer them up even when there isnt a need to , i wan to make them laugh and to let them enjoy their time cus they deserve it ... pst.. who am i to say this anyway... *reasons of saying this is... unavailable at the moment*
So yeah.. long rant eh? but i betcha missed me :D ok.. to avoid pressing the "post" button with a post filled only with negative shit.. i shall tell myself 3 different awesome things abt myself..
1) I am good in presentation ( Ask me for help if need be :D just like compo i have different opinion on presenting :P )
2) I REALLY do care for my friends... even though * reasons i cant state * ( its really not an issue to most people but... i just cant show certain people )
3) I am lucky to have awesome frens .. the best positive thing abt myself that i have
So.. yeah thats all.. i 'll see you guys next time :D
