Its funny the way people act..

How some people are more superior than another in the eyes of another person even though the first is clearly a much better being than the 2nd who is seen as the superior being in the eye of the third's...

hilarious how the structure of things work...Or rather.. hilarious how humans can be so blind.

I love how some people call themselves "alpha".. it just makes one of my previous post more interesting.

Still its quite sad...Alpha eh? Its not like your all that great anyway...

Muscleheads, it seems like you've all forgotten that I am a sensitive bugger and cause if you knew, why haven't we talked properly for more than a month? Its worst if u say that you know i'm sensitive.. cause.. it shows that you coulden't bother.

Its times like this that i wish i were slow and blur

Ok .. here comes a short rant.. If i sound braggy or snotty .. i am sorry



Bleh .. i dunno how to start .. O well.. Thing is.. i coulden't care less about what you see me as, be it an ass, a anti-social ass or watever.. Things that are do in life.. i very seldom, for me.. and i'm not talking about literal items cus i'm sure for those of u who know me.. i was practically born with a bronze spoon ( silver is the very zai one :P ) i'm talking about things that u cant see.. like lessons, ways to improve in being a person, to protect or watever... a small example that i can think of as of now is



when a teacher scolds me and a fren for talking i'd say it was my fault and not hers



i know i know.. your like .. WHAT? THATS IT? This is an example of these "things" that i mean..

i cant argue , i cant fight back , i cant do anything .. all i can do is pull myself down to help others.. and like.. if i can help you in anyway, i will.. of course dont ask me to jump in front of a bullet for ya :X



For a moment i forgot what i wanted to post about... XD



So its like.. it sucks when my tricks don't work and the problem seems to lie in me which i dont admit i am not guilty of .. but.. it is extremely frustrating when i have to take all the blame.. its like.. i look like the bad guy so as to do something meaningful, only to have more negatives thrown at me while you on the other hand, gain absolutely nothing except for possibly the satisfaction of "winning"



And i'm sure it seems like all these words are just excuses.. but i dunno.. its just what i feel cause as i've mentioned, i cant argue nor fight back.



And although i wanted to end it like that ( the whole dramatic ending :P ) i cant cus... i gotta say that this is one reason why i made a blog.. cause i cant speak out when i have to.. so i type it out for people to read and not interupt.. u know what i mean right.. in arguments u can barely say ur entire thing without getting cut out .. bleh imma go do work :X



I love saying BLEH :P

Before i post anything ...



Now.. i know its a game.. but its the content that i am appreciative of ... i dun wanna say wad i found appreciative in the vid cus i wan u to watch it :D (hint : not being afraid of who u wanna be or smth like that .. along the lines XD ) Feel free to ignore the game but just listen.. its around... the 2 quarter of the vid or so

Anyway poly life is getting more hectic...due dates are arriving fast and well.. i'm not done.. but haha who actually finishes with loads of time to spare right? :P

So well.. i'm trying to work hard now... since i am in imagine cup ( some cool competition for my course ) but its hard.. my 1 day rushed work is soooo much better than my 5 day work with loads of procastination :X sounds weird i dunno...

Basically i wanted to show the vid but.. hey its my 1st post of the new year.. i really gotta type something to entertain right?

New year's resoluton? Is this too late ? i dunno.. things i wanna accomplish :D
1) Get at least a 3.5gpa.. i know need more but... its a start..

2) Complete 1 assignment with no procastination

3) Make my 1st singing video on my birthday and ask people to give their HONEST comment..

now this is abit... bleh.. cus.. i dunno if i will dare to do it on that day :X.. hope i can... been fighting with my thoughts..wondering if my voice is bad or not... i know i'm not suppose to care but i really wanna know.. half my frens say is ok.. half my frens say it sounds like a chipmunk bleh bleh >.< HOOWWWW!? So yeah... this is the only way... Singapore idol was a fail cus.. i forgot my lyrics.. so unless i wait for the next one.. this is the best way to find out... :D

4) Forcefully decide who my frens are...

Ok.. this is rather assie to say.. but.. yeah i wanna choose my frens...although it will be all talk cause.. i'm too nice :P (slap-self) But u know.. i wanna be happy and not have to think about problems which lie on the other's shoulders.. does this sound off? i dunno :X

5) GET INTO MY TENNIS CCA

HOLY CRAP HOLY CRAP.. i wan my tennis SOOOOOOOOOOO badly... i'm gonna do watever it takes to get in... say i have training.. i was no.1 in competition BLAH ( ok maybe not )

Ok i gtg sis asking me go mac with her ... bleh.. she go USA pester me.. now come back also pester me.. power .... :D haha ok Bye ... wuus a happy first post of 2011