Honestly , I'd rather if any1 of you told me seriously and truthfully whether I am needed or wanted anot.. cus tbh i dun mind being a loner.. i can work for myself and only myself ..u guys are so insensitive towards how i feel.. o wait.. to u guys i have no feelings since i always smile and take all ur insults.. and when i actually show my anger.. u think i'm joking..

Just tell me straight-up and i'd leave the group and all that jazz...i wont mind .. i'd just talk to u guys for group works and only that.. cause honestly its getting frustrating to be thought of as a punching bag or watever...

Oh wait.. u dun think of me as one? u think of me as a fren?

then fucking treat me like one

Whats wrong with me liking what I like.. is there a set of rules that determine a whether something is cool , homo , inappropriate, useless etc..

You like those sets of vids and like i these.. u like those types of music and I like these... what the fuark is wrong with me liking the things I like.. even if its a joke .. sometimes there is a limit.. there are things that really mean alot to me and each time i'm insulted or named as homo or watever because my choices of things are different from yours, i'm not happy..

This is why.. i'm disgusted with any one who says anything along the lines of "I'm more sensitive than u" ..cause now i realise.. this isnt the case anymore.. i dun believe in people hiding their sensitive side.. cus i feel that i can feel or see it..

The last time i fought with benoit..he told me he is sensitive and he doesnt show it and i told him wad bla bla.. he doesnt show it.. i change what i say...he IS sensitive.. i can tell.. but this attribute he has is only one-sided.. as of now.. i cant think properly but by one-sided to me it means that he is either sensitive when hearing things meaning he gets insulted like me over stuff like increasing tone or whatever.. or .. he is sensitive towards others.. the whole choosing the right words.. bleh.. cant think my ass... its obvious that he is only sensitive to what ppl ..say..abt..wait........his not too.. ok he's an ass :D

yay.. now thats aside .. good :D wish there were classes for ppl to learn how to be more sensitive.. honestly.. i take this attribute very srsly cus i really am disgusted whenever some1 says their sensitive and gives me crap that pisses me off.. crap that should be avoided because its so damn obvious that it will piss the other dude off.. one sided sensible asshole =.=...Go slap urself =.=

If the number of times i fling cus i know that some dude has said something to hurt another is the number of slaps i can give some1... damn... i'd be happpppyy :D

After watching a taiwan drama with my mom.. i realise that i had an old dream which i forgotten.. and that is to be a lawyer.. but of course a side detail is that i wan to be one without having to read those huge books.. anyway it was so cool how they talk back and all that based on wad they learnt from law and all that.. haha i dunno something random :P

Another random thing is the way i read chinese... the way i read chinese is the same as how i read english.. what i mean is.. i read key words to roughly understand sentences .. after a few sentences.. i roughly understand the story..XD.. of course chinese not as good la.. but.. yeah :X

I dunno being random XD...One last random thing i guess is that i'd like to be a phy... phy.. CANT SPELL! anyway.. be THAT without reading those books too.. haha.. want help ppl with their emotional problems .. now all i need is a patient XD..

Slightly random but.. twice.. i've dreamt about dragonboating .. lol.. and like how the seniors were supportive despite how bad i was ..

I wonder if my dream their actual characteristics or characteristics that i hoped they have..i mean.. personally .. i do know which ones are the ones who CAN care.. and which coulden't.. lol another random thingy but.. LOL i read them again .. XD accident.. anyway..

ARGHH i dunno wad i typing.. haha.. aiya dunno la.. but they were nice to me in my dream XD...supportive.. and in both dreams i told them i want go back dragonboat.. which is kinda true but.. meh.. 2 reasons why cant..

1) Too late le.. august.. yucks no ty..

2) LOL the seniors... this 1 i cant guess if they'll welcome me or not..some will but some wont.. i can tell that some of them dun really like me due to how weak i was.. yucks..

BLEH class started haha :P

Haha .. i realise i always rant here.. like.. exposing myself .. all the things which i chose to hide are revealed here so easily.. whats the point of hiding them in the first place when i'm gonna simply reveal them here..ah hah.. but not everyone reads my blog :X..but .. i'll never know will i.. for all we know.. my classmates do read my blog...

Uh yeah.. like that lo.. haha.. so short right :X

And hor.. i am so lucky that my evil mind is countered by my brain lollollol