I can see why i'm not favourable..

i'm a realist that's all.. i spoil the fun and jokes when something I consider serious arises.. thats all there is to it..cus of this.. i guess seeking advice from me is a nono.. i take things too seriously as if it were my problem.. it sucks doesnt it? when i shoot whoever with my opinions.. i wont hold back you know? If you are wrong.. i'll say it.. if he she it watever is wrong..i'll say it..

But of course.. a "fun" ans is better.. so dun ask me.. i'm the serious one.. the one that will make u feel like a betch with watever opinions of the matter i have..not the one that makes u feel like.. oh wow.. its nth.. phew.. its ok.. safe and relaxed and can take ur own sweet time in handling the matter..

and fyi.. i aint serious abt everything.. i can joke and have fun and i enjoy doing these things.. so dun fcking reply me with such harsh shit while giving hohohehe ans to others just cus they are the "jokish" type =.= i cant tolerate fckary

Annoyed..I'm taking for the blame for smth i wanna rant about..

Too slow...Too shallow minded..i really cant help feel irritated by the range of ur mind.. sarcasm..indirect .. u cant catch them.. its really a chore to communicate with u cus i have to dumb down things just so u can gasp the top most concept of the thousand layers of shit i wan to tell u..

There are so many things i wish to scream out for you to hear so u can improve urself.. but i doubt u can do it..denying stuff...interupting ppl.. etc etc..

Its gonna be painful..both for you and for me.. but i highly doubt you would feel anything..cus even despite this.. i've got your back.. but you dont have mine..you aggravate watever is there.. at my back.. i have to handle more.. support you more.. defend assist.. so much more..

really frustrated

EEEPS SO LONG NO POST! ok gonna post 2 songs first.. love them





ok actually got more from megan and liz but.. nvm lalal

Anyway hor i just realise wads my issue with singing...when singing with the song itself.. i dun dare to sing out loud cus i feel like i will be compared to the singers themselves and OBVIOUSLY I cant win them cus.. well.. they are the original plus.. obviously aint that good at singing but hahah ya like that lo.. they compare.. i compare then paiseh then sad then cry :(

LOLLOL and i dun sing karaoke cus like.. later melody wrong how!? then not nice.. then i try do some high part then nth cover up then ARGHHAHAHDADOHEH lollol i think i m mad :X...

then then.. oh ya.. best is sing without music.. safest.. and i like that the most haha.. cus i prefer singing slower and.. yeah like that :X .. yes i m mad.. my hand itchy .. i spamming buttons now oo cpounaonuonuoauncpoaupoin lolllolloll

ok i think i better got sleep.. i nv go tennis for 6 weeks in a row.. not good.. rain rain rain .. then oversleep.. then cruise and all that .. arghh i wan go tennis.. but at the same time .. why so early! argh.. rageeeee ok bye

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