Thursday, December 8, 2011

I wish there is a reset button... so that i can smash it and go back to the time where i chose this course.. why did i even take it.. i hate programming..just cus the word games was inside? no.. it was cus i didnt want anything..

trying so hard to get A's and as minimal B's as possible for this stupid course which i have absolutely no interest in.. i like playing games but not making them.. i see all these ppl coding like mad man...i keep telling myself.. just for the gpa louis.. gpa.. go uni and take another course.. a course that is based off of analyzing and stuff like that.. but the more i program.. the more i fail.. the more i get frustrated..its just 1 1/2 more years..i want to maintain or improve my gpa so badly .. i nid at least a 3.5 and this course isnt making it easy for me..codes after codes..and now they throw me into a class alone with only 1 person i know... but that isnt a good thing.. cus the one person i know cant help me now.. i need help in programming and he cant provide me with this help..

tmr submission.. and usually i would be rushing thru my work .. with at least some idea of was i wan to finish.. but now.. i'm lost.. i have no clue of how to do my work at all.. i'm gonna fail this .. have my gpa destroyed big time.. cus lets face it.. one D or C really explodes that gpa of urs..i'm not even kidding abt this lol..

i've done the math.. i need at least 35/50 for this to get at least a B for this subject.. as of now.. i'm at the C point.. how..ARGH i hate this course so much..shall go be a pole dancer when i grow up =.=

Tuesday, December 6, 2011



Really funny vid and somewhat true...which is just plain sad..

So exactly how does a relationship work out? I wonder...Girls would argue abt this vid.. guys will support it..haiz..

haiya.. dunno la dun wan think so much.. lazy and tired.. U tell me bah..i get that the girl wants the guy to constantly love her and only her.. but till such an extent...and no.. its not "Show only" .. its quite true..maybe only for some ppl.. i wouldent know.. after all.. i'm a teen only.. meaning all the "love" stuff now is the lowest lvl type lol.. so yeah how i know?

The guy dun cheat dun do the bad bad stuff.. but yet got problem?...so...how ar?..

Weird lai de.. i go be gay le

Friday, December 2, 2011

Sometimes i really have to wonder.. are we, males, really assholes?

Or does this apply to those who get into a relationship?

If you are actually not an asshole to begin with.. isit the stress, effort and watever bullcrap that make u into one? Cus thats honestly the only reason why this term "boredom" appears in a relationship.. I guess its very simple for me to talk abt this.. seeing that i haven't been in a relationship before..

Eventhough i'm like this crazy guy that has this "girls are better than guys" mentality.. i can say that.. yeah its hard handling them.. their alien language.. their PMS..but.. gosh..

Dont get into a relationship until u are certain ...can u like.. know the girl properly like included her PMS days or smth? dun wan u zhao cus she has attitude problem..

And boredom.. really? well yeah.. we do get bored of games .. we cant play them forever.. but thing is.. girls aint games :X.. srsly nid to get this mindset off ur freaking brains bleh..

But who am i to say.. i have never been in a relationship... i wonder.. if i did get into one.. wad would happen.. i'm confident in the first few months.. bring her home la..treat her some food but of course not all if not she make use of me.. then like.. treat her nice all that stuff..its standard stuff.. easy.. but later.. would i get "bored" too? would i turn into an Ahole? meow~ ..

Well..i guess thats why relationships need two ppl.. guys can do only so much..i guess the girls have to somehow have to remind the guys why they love them to begin with or smth like that.. and guys likewise.. more or less la.. i dunno how say haha..

Hmm..usually shud be.. love u for u right? so i guess.. dont change you .. and its safer? i mean.. sometimes in relationship the person change a little.. and that causes the lost in the spark.. right? i dunno.. i'm sleepy and high hahahahahhaha