Haiz .. bored like shiet... tomorrow got Dance performance ... and still i am not regaining my energry by sleeping =.=... zzz... doing stupid excercises given by my doctor ... blog hopping and doing weird stuff i read from some people's blog..example crunches... for fun joy and laughter...

seriously laughing like mad

haha... now dunno do wad le... just thinking of random things..longing to chat with some1... but ...whyye bother... i am a nuisunce ... disturbing people with my constant blabbering ( haha dun wan so direct later readers think i wan attention from them.. .as in those people i refering to)
whenever i make an attempt to chat with some1... i somehow recall .. STUFF.. and well.. being a sensitive person... dun wan to chat with him/her ... haha weird right? just feel that i am not some1 that person wants to see / talk / hear .. haha... anyway this is my blog right?? i am free to write wad i feel so.. yay me...

haha.. Remembering the fact that during primary school.. i wished to go secondary school faster so that i can work and earn money... be richer than bill gates... hah.. now i realised... i am sucha immature fool back then... dun talk abt results and stuff larhx... during Pri school.. being immature and all... i thought .. i didnt need frens... i can take on the world myself ...( of course got family larhx... but back then i also thought i didnt nid them ) ... but now... XD..having frenz... i just seem to want more.. but hahx.. its hard for me to get more.. having attitude like mine =D.. example : history , Russia... 100 years behind mordern bla bla.. something like that... except.. the concept is different in terms of maturity ...being sec 3 i still act like a pri student ...sometimes.. i just wish i never had frenz.. ( no offense guys... i still love u guys as my frens ) just me , dawn and my family... then i will remain the silent idiot throughout my secondary life without caring abt these emotions i have now whenever ______ and ______ happen... psps i dunno wad term i want to use ... XD.. but o well.. having frenz is way better actually... =D not so lonely...

Hmm then whyye i complain now?? well.. i dunno =D.. from the beginning i didnt have a point of this post at all =D... just feel like typing crap to cheer up =D Maybe its the sensitivity in the 1st place... haha... everytime i see ANYONE.. ( no offense to whoever... ) SOOO easily becoming frenz.. i get seriously pissed off and will be like... zzz towards him or her.. maybe cus its hard for me to do this same action =D

whyye??
1) i am a show-offie arse
2) i am 5 years behind fashion... in terms of speech , language usage and all that..
3) gosh.. whyye else people call me gay?? sissy??

overall.. i act this way... cus... i know i make a bad fren and so i act like that to prevent people from frening me... haha...but now... being ussed to this personaily.. i cant change back... haha... i willl remain like this and i want to =D ... gosh this post is confusing... nvm =D dun understand it...

wow.. i realised... i am posting crap =D... whyye bother typing so much in the 1st place... i dun wan any1 to care abt me...i wan to care for others... ignore wad louis typed eariler and just listen to wad i say now =D... Louis is insane and gosh a bloody whiner who just seeks the attention of others just cus he is a annoying bastard who annoys others away from him .. so he is typing this post to get people to read it and pity him... well.. don't... dun bother... just like he said before... he acts zz cus he will make a bad fren.. and he will... 1 day he will simply use u for his own gain .. even if it cost ur life... no matter the amount of years of frenship... to him...(excluding family) money is more important...

K thx for reading... be sure to ignore as much of this post as possible... cus Louis is now sleepy and have no idea watsoever ... he is just randomly typing crapy things he feels like saying all in 1 go...

ps: i taught him the .... thing... notice he uses .... alot ?? that because it represents a pause... he doesnt stop typing so... no thought is put into the post ... he just ... whenever he wants to think of wad ever crap he wants to add on =D