O god my on earth is he so unreasonable , childish and so fcking annoying ?

Whyye must he act like he is right when it is so obvious he is wrong? ignore me for wad? u are the fcking 1 in the fcking wrong .. bloody hell wake up and admit ur mistake so that we can forget abt this =.=

k appearently Veron's Bday had another thing .. appearently.. HE and another buddy ( which i am not angry with ) went to the SAME place as us , to watch twilight and HE called me to go with them... which is fcked up... cus its veron's day.. and they are wanting US to go with THEM ... how fck can it be? and when i decline , HE said

" u very fcker leh"..

Ignored it...carried on then halfway we didnt want so go Ehub ... cus WE want watch twilight... BUT we didnt want to watch with them cus WE were kinda annoyed with them for bailing out of the Bday to go out together =.=... even dun wan go theme park... can dun INVITE US to go with them... shud COME with us AFTER we ended =.=... then at the arcade , HE called me again... ask me where i am...EVENTUALLY ( after much excuses ) i told him we at Ehub .. and then he said I very fcker again.. .cus WE ( the one who organise our OWN outing , the ones who INVITED HIM ) didnt go WITH him ... which is Fcking stupid cus HE shud come with US ... not the bloody way around... eventually his TWISTED FCKED UP CHILDISH MIND ... made him think HE is in the right.. and WE are in the wrong =.=... so yeah...

now in maple.. he is acting like a brat ignoring me when i am trying to make peace like i always do =.=.. and yes i am bloody sick and tired of working so hard to keep this frenship when HE just keeps spoiling it... i am not his playtoy... nor his dog he can boss around... if he thinks he can order me around... then fck off =.=... ( cus he orders me and when i dun folo he says i fcker which is arse like ) ... so yeah... Dude.. if u read this.. which i doubt u will... i dun give a shiet if u get pissed off cus i what i am saying is facts.. i dun stretch the truth on these serious matters.. if u are mature enough u will know wad is right and wad on earth u shud do... if u dun .. bloody hell fck off , beat it , o and yeah... go KS me in maple with ur god**** bishop... i dun give a shiet... u high lvls are all nubs who pick fight just cus u think u are all pros with a confirm ks win... childish losers...

And btw .. although i know i am a guy and all.. i will say... MOST ( not all ) guys are fcked up arse who dun have guts to admit their mistakes right in the other person face... which is 1 of the flaws which spoils relationship =D... good luck to u guys ... more like good luck to ur girls...

haiz.. whyye must all the Handsome ones be the spoiled self centered ones hor?? *girls sad le*

bummer...BUT at least 5-10% have looks and are .. well... GOOD =D...

aww i have none =D i wanna be reborn into a better person.. LOLX i sudden go back to myself again.. SELF-CENTERED!! o well.. thats me =D... at least... since sec 2 =D... lalala... k i shall sleep... all this crapping and scolding makes me sleepy =D... a innocent child like me needs his 8 hrs of slp... or...5 now =.=... dance tomorrow haha byee =D

P.S : Lamb0-san... u know who u are... U SUX TO THE DAMN CORE OF THIS EARTH! IF U CANT GET OVER THIS U CAN JUST SUX UR VIBRATOR AND DIE ... CUS U SAID MUCH MORE TO ME AND I GET OVER ALL OF IT WITHIN A DAY OR SO =D...and no... if u think i am angry... u have a WHOLE lot of thing coming when u REALLY see me angry =D...

rate of anger : 1-5% at most =D...

hmm... whyye i nv go past 50% before =D.. TOLERANCE PEOPLE!! READ IT LEARN IT LIVE IT =D NIGHT FOLKS

Little complain to start the post...

I m bloody useless.. whyye i didnt voice out even though i not sure... its better to say right?? whyye i so stupid dun say anything just cus i thought i was thinking wrongly =.=... "thought he touching his leg" how stupid can i be?

Whyye must i be in this useless crapo body? why must i live this life .. a worthless fool .. no brains , wan be wad genius ? no looks , want model wad crap ? best.. no talent..dream of being richer than bill gates.. wait long long la... my dancing cant bring me far.. let alone a mth ... my spd is destroyed with my low endurance.. my imaginations and me =D.. whyye cant i have been transferred into another body?? just having either ONE of the abv i super happy le... I dun see whyye people think my life is good...=.=.. just cus i have slightly more money or smth ...(no offense) ...

K haha happy le =D...

went out with jenniffer and shihui today , met shihui at bedok inter 1st do hw... actually dun wan do de..but end up we did cus...school starting le ... read each other compos then jen arrived...

left at 3 go kararok ... haha damn fun =D... sing and sing.. although i sing like most least cus i know my singing sux and my voice no hope de =D.. only last 2-3 hrs fun like hell... we all sang and we were screaming and shouting in the room.. haha... fun fun

then around 7 we go library do hw till 8++ then go home =D...

end haha ... and yes my laptop got smashed ..

Fun Fun Fun =D ..



Went to celebrate veron's Bday today =D But... haiz... i was behind time cus of my stupid contact lens .. dun wan stick to my bloody eye balls.. end up nv use =(.. waste 1 day .. haiz



Met at her condo side gate at around 9:45 where me , Letong and JunJie were lucky that some1 opened the door =D.. so we can go in haha... snuck to her nearby hse play ground and laid the cake there.. Zazz came soon after and with that.. she lured Veron over where we.. "surprized" her.. lolx.. we didnt actually BOO her.. more like.. let her see us easily lolx...



Ate cake and left for MRT .. thx to Veron' s father our trip was easy.. went to pasir ris where we travelled to Downtown east to play escape =D..it was fun although i think we played only 6 - 8 rides ? cus we decided go Ehub .. since Pei er come le , then like going rain will waste time =D...



met pei er and went Ehub buy tickets for Twinlight ( how spell? who cares ) go arcade and played UBER fun =D... the pressing kind of game.. so kwel..



Show le.. quite ok .. abit boring but o well =D.. haha.. after show we go KFC eat and then slack around ..letong and peier left ..the rest of us strolled randomly before backtracking and going hme =D the end =D shall maple bye

Back from another day with Muay Thai.. but this time.. Brandon came along unlike last time =D

met up at aroun 6ish?? then go CC sign him up cus he pass 3 lessons bo come ..haha...went to rooftop to chill and tie our handwraps =D.. XD hehe happy he came..(for now) cus i not the only lvl 2 now =D

LESSONS!! lol.. hard to actually do the lessons and stretch cus if u read my previous post , i fell off a treadmill ( embarassing ) and got scratches XD...so it was kinda weird ... erm.. stretch le did shadow boxing , 2 mins right push kick , 2min left push kick , 5 min right "turning" kick ... 5 min left turning kick =D... and... GRABBING LESSON!!!.. obviously i partner Brandon... and we started grabbing and pulling and stuff...like that lo =D.. i know it seems little.. but its tiring + hey... 1 hr .. wad u expect.. =D

finish an hr later then usual XD went buy honey lemon , folo brandon buy fries then go home =D

*HOME*

Uber upsetting just now..i know its like talking behind his back and all.. but hey....my blog.. i can type wad i feel .. besides he can read it and be angry with me..

Played Maple and yeah... as always he talked crap.. but i dunno whyye i today extra sensitive.. maybe cus i hear too many of his crap to tahan...i dunno whyye but it seems like he LOVES pissing off his frens .. asking them to " Plrease swuuck mee puswuuy.." or something like that.. i know he was joking... but hearing this.. i thought to myself.. whyye must he be so .. gosh.. then i started remember pass stuff.. like how he takes advantage of me .. asking me to do stuff i dun wanna do .. eg : Going into a freaky shop 1st... i mean.. i'm his fren.. taking advantage of frens is by far something u shud not do ... like duh =.=...feels like he treat u like .. stranger at times... insulting u stright in ur face ... even insulting ur parents .. eg " ur father die .. ur mother die " those kind of stuff... HARLOOO ... am i a fren or a punching bag or a lifeless imbacile who actually lasted this long with some1 who does not seem to care for his frens at all =.=..

I know he cares for all his frens but he fucking does not show it which pisses me off...

Wad he does that frens ACTUALLY DO ...
1) he tells u stuff like.. secrets and all..
2) he hangs and chill with u
3) he gives a listening ear...

wad he does that frens SHUD NOT DO ...
1) rudely ( not playfully ) insults fren and parents and WHOEVER is connected
2) forces own fren to do crappy stuff that he/she doesnt wanna do...(taking advantage of me) ..which is btw stupid...nvm shall continue this part later
3) listens but doesnt care =.=

K as i was saying... its stupid.. isit just cus he thinks i am a weakling who needs frens so badly that he doesnt mind hurting my feelings?? FYI .. if i am not human.. then i wont have feelings =.=.. i dun DESPERATELY need frens ok... i survived primary school with No good frens other then a few "minor" frens who are not in the same claz ( dawn ) or have other groups ( jan and others ) and no i am not over sensitive here =.=...haiz..dun take it that i NEED u like hell can? i just WANT to fren u and all..i mean .. i am not paying u to fren me =.=... seriously.. if i were drowning.. u would save a fallen designer G-string instead of me.. without any thoughts at all watsoever ( the g-strings are..symbol of some1) ... =.=....i mean.. some thought of who to save who help u know =.=.. but o well.. u would just save ur own needs and wants rather then save those who have been with u ...

k i am done.. and calm now =D...and yes .. we all know i am born sensitive but i already reduced my sensitivity for this case =D...

BACK ! hehe Back from HONGKONG at last =D. hehe ps i seriously sux at posting with pics.. so bear with me.. pics 1st ... compo later ... and ps not in order.. zz i frogot must later to early not the other way round.. haha... and ps again cus little pics... i only 2nd day then take abit..















Hehe.. Our landing.. dunno whyye the TV let us see the landing ... SO COOL CAN!? haha sit there see our landing.. know when "bump" will come =D

See so TV like =D...

LOLX.. i exiting i go take haha... but o well =D..

DIAO...

Heres my sister.. being daring to ask the people let her whole the balloons.. haha... doesnt she look innocent

1st try.. stupid fone flash for me when i offed flash

This is wad happends when u r in a boring ride trying to take pictures ... lolx.. Mum.. BORED... Sis and Me.. caught trying to cam whore.. ZOMG

Zomg its HUGE... although ... said by mum.. JAPAN's disney land will be bigger =D.. going duing march Holi =D... lalala

Zomg TEA... i look so thirsty... hmm.. would i really drink my sister..(yes)

Wheres mickey XD

SO ridiculous...looks nice , taste like...no comment

Its actually a moving projection or something.. the whole thing is spinning.. then stops to show the.. toys story characters moving around which is so cool

THIS ARE COOL SPECS!!.. see lights with these and u'll see angels.. seriously =D..

something i saw on the floor =D

Zomg ... Mickey is surfing =D.. so nice...

MY BOAT I WAN TAKE PICTURE CANNOT MEHZ?

Me on my boat =D actually is ship but o well

K done =D.. .time for proper post =D

Day 1.. left House at 6am... didnt sleep =.=...haha..in plane ... lolx.. i seriously trying to sleep.. No hope sei.. in between sis and stranger.. my long legs no place stretch.. so.. uncomfortable lo =(.. haha..worst still.. MuayThai on saturday..caused my neck , back to b comfortable.. so.. haha.. i look weird when i finally slept...imagine.. my butt facing the screen...my face at the chair ..=D

reach after 3-4 hrs ... followed dunno wad group go our hotel.. KIMBERLY HOTEL... =D..kinda ...small..only got gym(small like shiet) , golf net ( so small i can laugh) thats all....sigh.. anyway today is free and easy.. so me , older sis , younger sis , and mum.. ( btw these are the ones with me =D ) , went eat eat..zomg.. place nice.. food nice.. taste no nice XD...but ok..not bad only =D.. ate simple chinese food then go explore i guess =D... went to ..monkok or something.. shop shop... then OMG older sis nid go toilet.. so bloody hilarious... WHERE THE HELL IS IT!? XD... end up nid ask directions.. seriously damn hard find can?? how the ppl work sia?? no nid pee?? found KFC and yea =D prob solved =D...shop shop...then go back hotel

Day 2 ... Half day city tour... went ate Dimsum 1st =D weee so nice ... then go err...places... hah i forget sia...Joey(tour guild) was SUPER talkative and SUPER funny.. although cantonese was hard to understand XD..i only remember a few

jewellery factory - mum bought a 1k++ SG $$ necklace which is suppose to show something like a Bakua Diagram of some Ying yang thing =D...

Chinese herb thing - the people so rude.. ask me go if i dun wan see the doctor =.=... zzz... anyway the doctor DAMN PRO ... feel pulse , see tongue , know the prob le...aww.. i (how spell?? ) heaty and not enought sleep.. haha...

then like that lor... tour over go err.. do wad?? hahax.. forgot.. o ya go back monkok...then stupid thing.. Joey said this shopping mall.. can ask any 1.. if they dunno ask them eat shiet... then there , we ask ppl how go.. so many people dunno.. then 1 saviour come... tell us we ALREADY REACH=.=...so zz.. end up turn right reach le =.=... shopped and went back hotel...

3rd day ... HK DISNEY.. left with group and.. yeah..it was fun ..sort of... i shall not go into detaill

Pics - LOADS OF THEM!!... but all my sister take..

cups - tea cup.. zzz turn so slow de... i use full stength cannot.. I NOT WEAK!!

Dumbo and Plane - dumb... go round and round.. but worst part.. queue so long.. play 1 min =.=..diao...

3d - the mickey mouse 3d movie was SOOOO COOL!! so funny can?? diao water when they showed Donald splashed with water haha...

Rollar coaster - ZOMG pitch dark.. at 1st i tot scary.. end up is just uber fast and uber fun =D..

got more rides.. but lazy... BEST IS....FIREWORKS... with the power of the angel glasses... the fire works.turned from nice to AWESOME!

4th day - going home le... folo sis do hair.. which btw turned out quite nice =D... and bla bla... walk walk.. go gym , run mil , felt and now got cut on my back of which no 1 knows of =D...

k lalal thats all.. BYEEE

GOing HongKong till Friday .. .aww man .. could have gone out with jen shihui and brenda... o well.. no choice.. haha back on friday bye

oww ... aching ..

Just came back from muay thai... and wow.. its tough... But 1st................................

Today woke up 1++... and yeah as always i train maple =.=... haha now lvl 80 le yay me... then guess wad.. i did a stupid thing.. i though it was 5:50..when actually it was 4:50.. so i left hse at 4:50 which was so bloody stupid .. and so i waited like an idiot for.. i dunno... 1 hr? watched Ppl play BasketBall for that 1 hr..OMG i wan play =D... haha.. so proxx=.=.

Muay thai time... zomg .. shadow box ... tiring like dotz...i so inferior to the 2 other lvl 3...( i lvl 2 ) .. they not tired at the end and i was like lying on the floor at the end ..=.=...did punches, kicks only =D

lesson end... teacher teach us 1 more thing.. grabing.. ZOMG LA I SO BLOODY WEAK CAN!? he grab me by the head and pull me to his shoulder and ... yea... so called try to break free... the other 2 cant as well.. but they put up more of a fight.. haha... then 3 of us vs... i obviously lose =.=.. zomg..u know how big the 2 oithers guys arms are?? ZOMG can ... i am like a squirt to them hahas...so yeah.. now my arms and head are aching =.=..o ya.. hilarious thing... whole time i kept trying to prevent my mucus from dropping HAHAH... cus place head on shoulder mah...then guess wad..1 ALMOST drop then i push the lvl 3 away AHHAHA

ZOMG SOME1 IS ANGRY WITH ME!!

Haiz so long no post =.= wad to do? nv go out ..

its so frustrating.. know that everyday u want to post but hell have nth to post... today is the same.. nth to post but hey .. at least there is smth now..

Been mapling every single day...Chiong like mad =.=... ( from lvl 60 to 78 in 19 days =D.... thats like.. 1 day 1 lvl ? ) haha... i mean u dun expect me tell u my training adventure since not many of u play it =.=

and btw its a wonder how i got pass lvl 70... its funny really.. i saw a lvl 120 ++ ice mage do a SUPER AWESOME skill infront of me.. and i was like.. i will be that ice mage soon.. so i bought 2x exp and chionged like mad.. haha.. anyway look at the time... i better go slp.. tomorrow dawn i coming to play maple with me or something =.=...

ps: i still want bowling buddies

Every single Sunday... when i know going bowling... Damn scared de...cus dunno how i willl play today... this are a few of the days i wish i nv went bowling =.=

K went to kallang bowl .. as always .. cheerful =.=.. and ya... hook ball =D

as per normal.. i miss like jesus christ wasabi loads of times (no offense to christians) ... and so yea.. as always my dad Fucking pisses me off my scolding me ... which is in his way "teaching" .. so yeah.. anyway today he fucking pissed me off way too much and way overboard.. cant remember whyye i more pissed.. but i think it had something to do with..

" U PLAY SO LONG LE STILL CANNOT CONTROL UR BALL .. something something... JUST THROW THE BALL AWAY LA "

something like that.. gosh.. appearently.. i did =.=.. haha throw 1 super chicken nathan crapo power shot .. not to dustpin.. lol i love my bowling ball.. i throw at pins =D... no strike.. 9 pins

ANYWAY..he talk like so bloody easy..my father is a stright ball player.. and a VERY good 1... but .. now i playing hook ball.. wads the point in asking me to bend lower and throw stright when i cannot hook it =.=... teach me how fucking hook it larhx !... add on.. he scolded me cus i lessen my power.. zz i trying solve my own problems he also wan scold me.. i lessen cus i notice i put too much power into my shots.. making them fast... making the ball have insufficient time to spin in.. so i lessen power ... so yeah.. i missed.. but i just trying .. then he scold me.. i specifically say to him whyye i lessen.. he still scold =.=...

Seriously.. I wish he can fuck off and let me do myself.. he has NEVER taught me bowling.. NEVER .. not even stright ball ... like i said before.. i hit , wrong manner , he clap . i miss , wrong manner , then he say ... wait.. not say.. scold =D.. stright ball i figure out myself .. all he say to me is..

" bend ur legs , dun chiong , bend low and bowl "

and these are fucking useless... u know whyye? 1st , till date .. i play bowling which is considered good , i do not bend legs .. i DID chiong...but my score wasnt that bad.. now i dun chiong .. better.. but not thx to him... cus when my score good when i chiong he dun say ... only when i start missing.. then he tell me dun chiong =.=... in a way he gave advice which i heard.. but .. hey... i still hate the fact he didnt say so eariler even though my game was good .... and no i dun bend and bowl =.=... only now hook ball.. so is different.. cus that was his advice ONLY for stright.. hook i tell myself bend =.=

so yea...i am happy that i vent off anger..BUT STILL GOT!! .. He think hook ball so easy... he see those pros do it so easy... i dare him to fucking try it... if he cannot make a nice hook , from middle to "near gutter " to midddle.. he shud fuck off ... hook from the side turn in so damn simple.. but i dun play for score.. i play for fun and to improve.. so i wan middle shot means i wan middle.. if i wan show off i long ago play side le =.=...

But hey seriously.. i rather go with my frens can?? at least i miss watsoever no 1 scold me ... i can play happily can?? plus at least i not like him... i see my frens can hit but do wrong method i will open my bloody mouth.. not wait till they miss then i say =.=.. arsewhole..

YAY ok i happy le =D.. anyway bowl finish.. still show du lan face... then come out le he say...

I not scolding u.. is i teaching ..

i tell u i hear this damn fucking pissed off ... almost drop the bowling ball on his foot =.= .. shop for snacks ... and stuff and ... went home =D...

k lalal .. ps for big complaints.. but plzzz i wanna go bowling.. buddiesss plz callll meee =DD

hehe woke up nice and early today =D

went bowling with Dawn just now .. played 5 games and gosh my scores were simply horrible =.= lol... 100+ , 90+ , 90 + , 100+ , 80 + ..=.=..i simply cant hook the ball.. hahax... any1 willing to teach me??

Anyway we came back at 2 ... yea i know.. super early ... played maple but too lag so we played getamped.. and btw.. PLZ PPL! play getamped.. its fun =D..

and bla bla finish bye

Feel free to ignore this post... "whine-ie" post =D

Hmm...as always ... start of with a stupid starting...today is a weird and...bad day i guess..
mainly cus ...i dunno wad happen but appearently i think i sprain my wrist.. haha i sleep too vigorous le..

Anyway =D Played maple and lvled again yay me... but i died cus of this wrist...gosh could have lvled 2x as fast =D..

Anyway err...haiz.. i realy wanna type something out.. but hahas... nvm ... lala

COME ON!! no 1 wants to go bowling?! gosh... i really wanna train =(...And yes.. i heard from a few people that they think i trying show off =.=... gosh... wads wrong with me wanting to play ?? I dun wanna show off at all.. its just , i wanna go but i dun wanna go alone =.=.. its like shopping for Clothes urself.. omg.. the horror..

Anyway i been having stupid dreams... bad singing , bad dancing , bad breath even =.=... haiz...

and gosh i am uber bored.. i have not finished any of my holi hw... and i doubt i have time since i still have a maple thing on... although i am finally lvl 70 =D.. yay me