Back from another day with Muay Thai.. but this time.. Brandon came along unlike last time =D

met up at aroun 6ish?? then go CC sign him up cus he pass 3 lessons bo come ..haha...went to rooftop to chill and tie our handwraps =D.. XD hehe happy he came..(for now) cus i not the only lvl 2 now =D

LESSONS!! lol.. hard to actually do the lessons and stretch cus if u read my previous post , i fell off a treadmill ( embarassing ) and got scratches XD...so it was kinda weird ... erm.. stretch le did shadow boxing , 2 mins right push kick , 2min left push kick , 5 min right "turning" kick ... 5 min left turning kick =D... and... GRABBING LESSON!!!.. obviously i partner Brandon... and we started grabbing and pulling and stuff...like that lo =D.. i know it seems little.. but its tiring + hey... 1 hr .. wad u expect.. =D

finish an hr later then usual XD went buy honey lemon , folo brandon buy fries then go home =D

*HOME*

Uber upsetting just now..i know its like talking behind his back and all.. but hey....my blog.. i can type wad i feel .. besides he can read it and be angry with me..

Played Maple and yeah... as always he talked crap.. but i dunno whyye i today extra sensitive.. maybe cus i hear too many of his crap to tahan...i dunno whyye but it seems like he LOVES pissing off his frens .. asking them to " Plrease swuuck mee puswuuy.." or something like that.. i know he was joking... but hearing this.. i thought to myself.. whyye must he be so .. gosh.. then i started remember pass stuff.. like how he takes advantage of me .. asking me to do stuff i dun wanna do .. eg : Going into a freaky shop 1st... i mean.. i'm his fren.. taking advantage of frens is by far something u shud not do ... like duh =.=...feels like he treat u like .. stranger at times... insulting u stright in ur face ... even insulting ur parents .. eg " ur father die .. ur mother die " those kind of stuff... HARLOOO ... am i a fren or a punching bag or a lifeless imbacile who actually lasted this long with some1 who does not seem to care for his frens at all =.=..

I know he cares for all his frens but he fucking does not show it which pisses me off...

Wad he does that frens ACTUALLY DO ...
1) he tells u stuff like.. secrets and all..
2) he hangs and chill with u
3) he gives a listening ear...

wad he does that frens SHUD NOT DO ...
1) rudely ( not playfully ) insults fren and parents and WHOEVER is connected
2) forces own fren to do crappy stuff that he/she doesnt wanna do...(taking advantage of me) ..which is btw stupid...nvm shall continue this part later
3) listens but doesnt care =.=

K as i was saying... its stupid.. isit just cus he thinks i am a weakling who needs frens so badly that he doesnt mind hurting my feelings?? FYI .. if i am not human.. then i wont have feelings =.=.. i dun DESPERATELY need frens ok... i survived primary school with No good frens other then a few "minor" frens who are not in the same claz ( dawn ) or have other groups ( jan and others ) and no i am not over sensitive here =.=...haiz..dun take it that i NEED u like hell can? i just WANT to fren u and all..i mean .. i am not paying u to fren me =.=... seriously.. if i were drowning.. u would save a fallen designer G-string instead of me.. without any thoughts at all watsoever ( the g-strings are..symbol of some1) ... =.=....i mean.. some thought of who to save who help u know =.=.. but o well.. u would just save ur own needs and wants rather then save those who have been with u ...

k i am done.. and calm now =D...and yes .. we all know i am born sensitive but i already reduced my sensitivity for this case =D...