I always say that i feel that.. my frens are slowly deserting me..but now.. i realised.. i am only doing this to myself...i keep telling myself how unlucky i am to know people who slowly dislike me and stuff ... but i shud tell myself how lucky i am to still have those who care for me despite my actions...

Now i see whyye i MUST sit with Nuri.. She is the only 1 who managed to "chill" after 1 full year of me... when i get close to some1 ... i tend to get comfortable with him or her.. and talk like a machine gun.. which frankly.. i know can be annoying.. i tend to do stuff i know shud not be done cus i know.. they will still love me ( as in fren ) ... but.. haha .. i never seem to actually see this.. until i realised i pushed this luck too far...

Even Dawn .. she cant withstand me ... during Pri 4.. being in the same claz , we drifted apart cus of my attitude..only when seperated can we maintain our 12 years of frenship ...hahax..

But kinda regretful now... slowly my frens will see me as an annoyance .. but i wont be angry if i ever lose them... my attitude is pretty much Imbued( not sure if this is the right word ) in me.. so haha i doubt i can change them.. but... i will feel regretful .. i hope i dun lose the most imporant oneS of all...