I dunno whether i shud be happy or depressed.. wad i did was... embarassing but.. yet.. I felt good to let it out..I really wanted to say it long ago.. but.. it was hard..Lol.. to those who saw wad happen..ignore the..erm..."fireworks" heh..

anyway i kinda forgot wad happen today... that incident just made me happy/sad :D ( mainly happy).. but whether the outcome is good or not.. i dunno...

Anyway just now i did a stupid thing.. now i dunno if Zazz wants me to act like nth happen or not.. but.. i dun wanna act like nth happen.. i wan things to just go back to usual with only a SLIGHT diff =(... so when she walked pass after choir with her frens... they said bye.. i said bye to them but not to Zazz.. i dunno whyye i didnt say anything.. i dunno wad to do..only before she turn to walk down the stairs did i shout " Bye zazz " ... did i do the right thing?

Anyway i just came back and kinda happy..mum managed to borrow a tennis racket for me.. any1 can teach me abit?lol