I am told not to hide my true emotions .. and that i shud show wad i am actually feeling rather than hide it just to please others... to show my " first reaction" ... but... wad if.. my "first reaction" is.. from born to now... all abt pleasing people?


Went out with brandon today... zzz he called me like super last min but o well.. i was free :D.. went to tm 1st to buy his iPod touch protector crap thing... took mrt to marina .. inside i was playing his ipod touch game which is btw kwel beyond DDR and parapara... at least.... for now :P

went to marina ..and.. hmm.. appearently my parapara dance today was uber boring as usual .. i just cannot seem to find the song stella chose for me =.=...haiz

appearently there was no nice movie .. so we went to suntec .. and.. sadly.. no show =.=...and only now did i realise my parapara dance caused the erm..ache or.. cramp or watever in my biceps( dun think wrong... precise = biceps.. not precise = arm) to be more obvious.. so yeah... ow =.=... i lifted jiling too much le and GOD theres dance tomorrow.. so dead yo =.=

so no show =.=.. went to plaza sing and slacked... watched "he's just not into u" at 9++ ( yes.. SUPER LATE WE KNOW! ) and god... it is so nice...

Being a sensitive person.. and DEFINATLY NOT GAY!!.. i shall say.. this show made me realise wad ass guys are =.=.. i mean comeon...

1) dun marry when u r so not ready.. just cus ur GF says... marry me or breakup =.=

2) dun EVER have sex in a office , throw the girl into a closet .. and have sex with another girl and leave that other girl inside for like...hrs.. wife or not =.=

3) there are SOOOO little guys out there who cares for their wife sooo much ...i mean think abt it.. u get married , leave housework to wife and become a fat pig =.=...totally natural....rarely do u see such DEVOTING love for so many years...

4) dun give...HINTS to girls... cus..they plan to think too much and take the HINTS too seriously.. even though ... u pretty much had NO IDEA u were giving hints .. eg: me..(ps i sound like i am bragging ) i am nice to almost everygirl...heng this generation not so... erm... you get my point :X...

5) DUN EVER...EVER..touch girls boobs..DAMMIT MAN i know this isnt part of y i say guys are asses.. but.. dammit the show ? this guy grabbed the girls boobs and it was SOOOOO WRONG!!.. i am so surprized it is PG =.=... shud be NC16 or something .. DAMMIT MAN!! my eyes were so BURNT!!

anyway the show ended at around 11? me and brandon.. ran from the cinema.. all the way to MRT.. trust me.. i sooooo did not like it at all =.=... XD.. but o well... MRT-ed and bused.. before reaching home 5mins after my cerfew time :D... i am so obidient... even for the sake of some stupid cerfew.. i ran :D.. brandon too :D.. awwws...<3 us :X... lolx... sorry bout this... too much love shows ..

ps : i realllllllllllllllllllly <3 tennis andddddddddd the fact that i type ..... alot and type loads of lettters repeatedly... like.. .thiiiissssssssssssss