Wednesday, May 20, 2009

K a bomb shell just fell on me...u wanna know whyye i love saying i would get marks from wad i actually intended i would get?? cus of this ...

Emaths... i was rather confident i could get B3 or B4... turns out i got a bloody C5 =.=... how zzz is that? worst... 2nd last in claz and its a easy paper...BIG BOMB SHELL JUST DROPPED!!... *beep* Louis got hit by the bomb shell , over *beep* .. haiz... i rather tell myself i will fail so that i wont feel this way ... cus the more i say i will fail... the more i will believe it... it just makes me feel better haha...

Amaths... God BIGGER BOMB!!... 37.5 out of 80... i expected to fail... honestly i did...BUT!! I REPEAT!! BUT!! not like this!!... 4 marks.. SUPER CARELESS!! to the extend that it can be seen straight in anyone's face... inequlity ... HOW CAN THE SIGN CHANGE!!?? 2 marks... 1 to the power of 4n ... Obvious is 1... dunno whyye i on that day keep thinking can become negative ... Fuck... *beep* Louis needs immediate medical attention ...*beep*...

English wasnt that bad honestly... BUT ... now i realised... i have never improved my english compre since sec 1... always pass by 3 marks... whyye must like that to me ?

Chemistry .. I PASSED :D... 54=.=... as good as being last in claz =.=............. pulled my physics from B3 to B4 ...NO is not physics pull me up... must think that chemistry pull me down :D

Honestly i think even if i start studying now.. i wont make it... i'm too dumb... i am so stupid to keep telling myself that i am smarter ( no offense to any1 ) as i am able to get to a good claz with little studying... i am not smarter... i just have better memory...

haiz... maths is like bombs galore...hah...k watever...

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