Lately no mood post :X ...



Haiz.. O'levels are nearing and i cant seem to open the book .. Honestly , i dun even want to post this .. but.. something made me want to :X... 105 days and o'level begins.. people are beginning to or have already started their revision and here i am.. playing away... its not that i dun give a damn abt mny future.. i do give a damn .. a big damn :P... but i cant bear to actually touch those evil books..whyye? Simply speaking.. its the same for my tennis i trade musical talent for sports ability.. ( dun ask me why but... thats the way it is ) .. and i traded hard-working-ness for smarts/good memory... dun get me wrong.. i am not PURPOSELY trying to brag that i am smarter or have better memory... in fact... i hate this abt me =.=... simply speaking.. i know that my memory is slightly better than others..( watever happens dun say i am bragging..) but at the same time ... i am more lazy than others.. which is more of a curse then a benefit... of course good memory and better common sense due to a SLIGHTLY better amount of .. erm.. intellect is beneficial in daily things.. but now i am like... struggling to score... heck =.= i can barely pass...so yeah... very panic.. i now play games also cannot enjoy cus too stress and nervous =.=..



I know.. some of you now are looking at this post and saying " god.. wad the hell is wrong with him... he is bragging abt being so smart.. if he so smart then he shud be able to pass wad.. brag brag brag... use ur bragging time to study la " to those who thinks like that ... sorry to say.. but u are those few who trade intellect for hard-working-ness.. cus.. u are those who think in the direct way rather than ANOTHER way... my post isnt to tell wad i can't do or wad i have in this brain of mine... i just want to say that i envy you people with the ability to study... i may win some of ur marks in exams and test... but in the long run... would i last long? no =.=... even taking a book out to read is already a chore for me ... also .. with this post.. i also want to seek asistance.. i dunno from who .. but from some who can actually FORCE me to study...



" what abt ur parents and teachers "



.. dudes.. my parents cant teach me... plus.. at home.. i would simply lie that i done my hw =.=.. teachers? have u seen me in claz... i dun really pay attention .. ask them tutor me? out of the question =.=...only in school.. when there is no distractions...can i study properly... and damn do i have ALOT of distractions... even a colour pencil is a distraction ... thats how hard it is for me to actually study =.=...



so to clarify... my post is...

1) Tell i envy those who can study and not to brag

2) seek help from some of my readers to drag me out or something to study :D



K .. now on to normal posing..



Last sunday .. forgot post.. sigh..SHALL POST ABT IT NOW!!... and i gonna say... nth much abt it :X... the only fun part is vs coach :P...the handicap we had was... coach wont run :X



guess how freaking hard it was to score... VERY!... coach dun run also can easy hit back like as if he can predict where we going to hit sia ...then even aim directly at him .. he can simply put his racket in some weird way and hit back... i got like around.. 8 points out of 20-30 balls since he give different number for different people... those hit in can go again... super fun :D ... Our games today was King of court :D.. fun fun... not as hyper so didnt play so well but... at least i won by 1 :X... hurray :D



LOL ok watever..



Today was...like same old same old i guess... Kept trying to relax and not get pissed off but.. appearently i failed :D... so... yeah.. u could guess wad happened...



Pencils ( my stress manger ) were broken... and... yeah... my heart too :P LOLX Jk..



Ok i gtg... wanted to study but... since i'm on the computer already i shud just use it :D