Haha i am a huge ass...am in the library right now ..but..hmm..how am i posting.. YES I BOUGHT MY LAPTOP :D YAYYY!!

ok..lame.. i know.. but yeah anyway i am like super bored and shit.. was damn scared today .. to bring my laptop i mean.. hahas.. being super super protective right now *bares teeth*

Gonna have C-maths test later and yes...as always i have not studied.. but i guess i will do so in awhile..................but....then again.......no...gotta study......but......hmmmmmmmmmmm.....we'll see :D

Anyway i better go ...gotta download msn and shit.. :X

Ok 1st off.. i REALLLY dunno whyye there are weird doods tagging my board ( not my frens ) .. they take the name of my friends to tag me with some lame link which i didnt click btw.. i advice u all not to click too :D

Anyway i have been rather busy lately with both work and personal stuff :P ( dun think far far ).. obviously the whole personal stuff is.. well.. personal but.. THE WORK IS HELL! Kinda ironic u know.. i never study for O'level and here i am.. working my ass off most of the time to score.... lol.. i wish i can do wad i am doing now during o'levels... could have gotten better marks hahas.. but o well....

Either way just updating for the sake of it... hahas dun really know wad to type :P

I took the fcking time off work to read whats happening and this is wad i get.. i guess i was right all along.. i am the back-up now.. not impt le hor?

Gosh i am still freaking pissed at myself...It really sux to know that u are unable to help in anyway..

Pissed..Annoyed..Frustrated..Fuming..

Because this is gonna be more of a personal post i'm gonna just like post it here instead of facebook like i would normally do nowadays :X and if u dun get it please dont ask me wad i mean cause.. its meant to not offend any1 or anything .. just personal stuff :D OH and if u hate un-intentional self-praising.. Press the awesome Red X on the top right :D

Ok..As u all know i am an emotion sensitive douchbag that "leaks" at any possible time..Not cause of physical harm but mainly cause of..
1) Imagining how the other person is feeling
2) Thinking of EVERY possible negative result of a possible situation..
and yes all of this will happen in my bloody brain when something happens to a fren ... so yeah... guess wad.. i realised something cool today *sarcastic* Being emotional Brings out 1 more attribute
3) I R Became PaPa Shark ...

I know it sounds lame.. but.. i literally felt like going on the offensive .. See this was the thing.. Because of how things were handled , i couldn't trust them to handle anything...i felt annoyed at every small detail that were wrong...which are..
1) You do not make people feel better by saying how ANOTHER situation u have SEEN before was worst that wad u were facing at that point in time...its just wrong...
2) You do not NOT initiate things u are suppose to do for the person facing the issue...This 1 is very hard for ANY1 to get cus .. i dun wanna reveal wads happening without permission :X Privacy ( wrong spelling? )
3) You do not take ur own sweet time when we are suppose to rush

Ok theres more but.. i will reveal too much so.. just know this .. hmm anyway not many people read my blog :D

Anyway...Papa shark REALLLLLY wanted to go offensive but... haiz... Papa shark still like BabyShark... Listen to Victim ... So...yeah... to make things clear.. 1st process is "leak" for ..
1) Imagining how the other person is feeling
2) Thinking of EVERY possible negative result of a possible situation..
but 2nd process is " leak " cus fuming too much but unable to do anything..

Darn it.. it was really sickening .. Am wishing victim didnt say anything so that i can say wad i wanted say :P

Hmm..But i kinda realise thru this that.. this sensitivity and emotional issue of mine is..Both good and bad :X
Bad:
1) Embarassing - Do i really gotta explain whyye?
2) Reasons for being called Gay , sissy :P
hmm but.. i really dun care.. cus.. i dun mind embarassement much.. ok i do but.. hey my Buds come 1st , myself later

Good:
1) Dun mess with me when i finish my emotional moment EXPECIALLY if i finished it AFTER a BAD event.. if its after a good event I.E : Graduation .. GROUP HUG :D
2) I display my wanted emotion easily? i dunno.. i feel that as guys we wont show our vulnerable side cus we will lose face or something...cant really discribe ...
3) I R LOVE PAPASHARK :D... I felt so protective for the 1st time...

Hmm i guess thats all :X... Cya next time guys

PS: Jiayou

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LETONG! :D



I feel kinda bad giving my present today :( I honestly dunno whyye but i NEVER did write a letter to go a present .. seriously.. the last time i did that was...Like many many years ago...partly cus i am lazy and another cus i really have nothing to write every single time.. all i got is " HAPPY BIRTHDAY! MAY ALL UR DREAMS COME TRUE " Sad right? :(



Anyway today was really stupid cus.. turns out we did not have to come school at 10 cus claz was canceled and guess wad.. next claz is at 2 =.=... how...sucky... i shud have just came at 2 GWAD :(



So chilled in Library and finally went for lessons...which btw was realllly lame today...



Haha anyway this post is mainly to talk abt only 1 thing ( ok maybe 2 cus i wan wish Letong :P ) and that is... DRAGONBOAT CCA !



It...was...hell...haha and they say its only 1% of wad they normally do.. ARRRRRR!! But i am super happy that i got thru it...23+2 pull up (2 cus i no str le then the guy help ) , Crazy amounts of running , pushup and sit ups... Omfg... my hand literally spasm and shook like the wings of a humming bird :X ... but yeah i wont give up :D i am SOOOO going for the next Session which is on Wednesday..BRING IT ON!

Hmm what to say...

Well lets get the negative stuff away 1st.. like.. i didnt get into 2 of my CCA aka Tennis and Dance.. But watever..i always knew i could not freestyle for nuts so..screw it anyway hahas...

So to the positive stuff.. i realised i have actually been very hardworking :X.. WHAT!? LOUIS? HARDWORKING? .. yeah i know cool right? i actually did work for 8+ hours.. EIGHT? omg.. i AM SOOOO COOL ROFL.. i didnt even spend 8 hours to study for my O' LEvels.. hahas

yeah.. thats all... BYE :D

Hmm.. suddenly i dun feel annoyed that i didnt get into dance..ok maybe still abit cus Johnathan got in :( ( no offense XD i just damn competitive i not saying he lousier than me ) ... but hahas i guess its alright.. I know i can dance but just not as good as others but.. hmm.. well i still can dance :D so.. watever i shall be contented with my abilities however small it may be

Although it sux so much to know it happened , i'm kinda glad it did...my mind constantly reflects on that issue, making me remind myself constantly never to let such a sucky situation arise again..

I'm really sure that this will haunt me for the rest of my life but.. i'm happy that it will...

Thanks