Because this is gonna be more of a personal post i'm gonna just like post it here instead of facebook like i would normally do nowadays :X and if u dun get it please dont ask me wad i mean cause.. its meant to not offend any1 or anything .. just personal stuff :D OH and if u hate un-intentional self-praising.. Press the awesome Red X on the top right :D

Ok..As u all know i am an emotion sensitive douchbag that "leaks" at any possible time..Not cause of physical harm but mainly cause of..
1) Imagining how the other person is feeling
2) Thinking of EVERY possible negative result of a possible situation..
and yes all of this will happen in my bloody brain when something happens to a fren ... so yeah... guess wad.. i realised something cool today *sarcastic* Being emotional Brings out 1 more attribute
3) I R Became PaPa Shark ...

I know it sounds lame.. but.. i literally felt like going on the offensive .. See this was the thing.. Because of how things were handled , i couldn't trust them to handle anything...i felt annoyed at every small detail that were wrong...which are..
1) You do not make people feel better by saying how ANOTHER situation u have SEEN before was worst that wad u were facing at that point in time...its just wrong...
2) You do not NOT initiate things u are suppose to do for the person facing the issue...This 1 is very hard for ANY1 to get cus .. i dun wanna reveal wads happening without permission :X Privacy ( wrong spelling? )
3) You do not take ur own sweet time when we are suppose to rush

Ok theres more but.. i will reveal too much so.. just know this .. hmm anyway not many people read my blog :D

Anyway...Papa shark REALLLLLY wanted to go offensive but... haiz... Papa shark still like BabyShark... Listen to Victim ... So...yeah... to make things clear.. 1st process is "leak" for ..
1) Imagining how the other person is feeling
2) Thinking of EVERY possible negative result of a possible situation..
but 2nd process is " leak " cus fuming too much but unable to do anything..

Darn it.. it was really sickening .. Am wishing victim didnt say anything so that i can say wad i wanted say :P

Hmm..But i kinda realise thru this that.. this sensitivity and emotional issue of mine is..Both good and bad :X
Bad:
1) Embarassing - Do i really gotta explain whyye?
2) Reasons for being called Gay , sissy :P
hmm but.. i really dun care.. cus.. i dun mind embarassement much.. ok i do but.. hey my Buds come 1st , myself later

Good:
1) Dun mess with me when i finish my emotional moment EXPECIALLY if i finished it AFTER a BAD event.. if its after a good event I.E : Graduation .. GROUP HUG :D
2) I display my wanted emotion easily? i dunno.. i feel that as guys we wont show our vulnerable side cus we will lose face or something...cant really discribe ...
3) I R LOVE PAPASHARK :D... I felt so protective for the 1st time...

Hmm i guess thats all :X... Cya next time guys

PS: Jiayou