Ok before i say anything.. i gotta show these two vids :X Since dunno when i've been LOVING this singer and now she's on GLEE! .. i'm so gonna watch Glee cus of her :P

Her name is Charice, at the moment i THINK she's 18 :X which is like wow considering her power-house voice :X She's a Filipino .. ASIAN!! People compare her to strong singers like Celine dion and all those.. JEALOUS OF HER VOICE!!!







Ok :X I'm done...i bet some of you are gonna go youtube and search her up :P Ok .. wad to post.. hmm... Ok uhh i got 3.43 GPA ...Feel kinda disappointed in this as i was hoping for something above 3.5 :X but .. o well i shall listen to the "advice" my frens gave me



" When life gives u lemons, take it. When life isn't looking, throw it back"



LOL ! in all honesty its suppose to be a joke but.. i kinda made a meaning for it...When life hands something to you, take it graciously as you want to be a nice person and accept it .. but in a way u will be an ass by throwing it back as you don't wanna take something so easily.. u wanna earn it yourself :X lol i just realise... it has no link to my GPA... LOL but i had to say it as i felt it was lame and funny hahas...



Uhh i guess i gotta live with this so called failure of mine.. i know i shud be happy with these marks as...yeah not all... yeah...but u know.. its never easy to simply do smth like that when u've already aimed for something higher ... 2 subjects with grades lesser than expectations by one.. and 1 subject with grades lesser than expectations by two..saddening :X



But anyway for those reading this post and are like " OMG 3.43.. you shud be happy " i apologise if i in a way made u feel sucky due to difference in marks..i'm not aiming to do that but rather..hmm...cheer up? Both you and I gotta slap our faces and snap out of our "oh my grades are soooo ARGH " phase ... I mean.. no one can get everything they wan right ..emo for 1 - 2 days then no more :D Dwell on it also no point since .. we can't change what has happened right?



hmm.. my post is so jumpy.. i guess i am making absolutely no sense.. hmm..shall go now..very blur...ROFL

I have honestly nothing to post now Haha..so why am i doing so..cause.. i dunno .. bored... Anyway... HI!

I am honestly feeling screwed in my cca , dragonboat..

I have never felt so stress , tired and frustrated before..Everyone in the team is working so hard and here i am , not attending training over a stupid reason .. i overslept .. lol

But either way its kinda frustrating being in a CCA that requires so much commitment and effort.. i can handle 2-3 trainings per week but when it comes to holidays.. its like 5-6 times a week? like whooaaa man...

And now we have this up coming race where people are selected..now i know i wont get in FOR SURE cus i am practically the weakest and the slowest in the team .. I don't have stamina and strength .. lol which is prettttty obvious if u notice my size :P .. but yet i feel bad when i don't attend training and at the same time.. i FEAR going training.. especially land training .. lets just say i have my handful of puking sessions :P

ARGH none of this would have happen if i was good enough to join Tennis.. Darn it .. what makes matters worst is , even if i do succeed in joining tennis next year , i will find it like uber hard to leave Dragonboat... even though its a fearful sport to me and that i aint an impt member anyway...

ARRRRRRR lol ... ok stress time over :D now to the happy.. its holidays people :D lets all go out :D going out with sis later for karaoke ... dunno whyye she suddenly want but.. o well. .. why not :X but.. i gotta question .. when doing something embarassing , in a sense , do u find it more embarassing showing your friends or your family.. for me its family...

I dunno whyye but my idea is this.. if i show my family.. they will be with me for life well.. and i will like constantly feel weird around them :P

as for friends. .. even if they stay with me for life.. i wont see them EVERYDAY..so like.. yeah .. haha...

i am so lame and weird but hey...3 post in a row :D comeon :D i am sooo awesome :P lol...no..i'm not... Emo.. :X

XD jk ok i shall go ... should i do vlogging? :X

Wow ! Two post in a row? I zai anot :P rofl

Anyway u know that dream i had? My mom check those dream-interpreting shiet and there are two oucomes

1: if my dream started out with me getting chased by a zombie , danger is approachingme

2: If not , just normal zombie shiets but not starting off being chased , good luck is coming..

Wow...opposite right? God.. i cant remember wad happened 1st... and because of that i got so jumpy today after dragonboat lol... cus our skul got construction.. i was like walking super fast hoping no hammer drops on a nail gun causing nails to fly through the fence , and flying right through me :X...i think way too much...

Oh side note...small rant here...You all know i am a dancer right? So i gotta count beats and all that to feel the rhythem .. so just now.. during DB .. i was freaking pissed at this guy, lets call him A, who kept saying ,

" Louis , following timing " ...

i wanted to slap him and say look in front of me.. the guy in front, lets call this other guy B ,stop how u wan me follow row with his *%$*ing oar in my way.. and at other times when B didnt stop,
i wanted tell A

" You check you own timing =.= "

I know its assy to be like this but comeon...not being proud or anything but.. i am very confident in myself to say that my sense of rhythem is good enough to know the timing for my dancesteps and for rowing... god.. if i am in the wrong i will accept it but dont blame me until you actually analyse the situation...so here is "Louis' Quote"

" Look deeper into everything, Not everything is what it seems "

In this case.. look one seat further to see if its my timing wrong or just yours asswipe =.= and while u at it.. check if its actually MY fault and not B's...

Side note.. i did tell B to not stop but... you know how it is.. when ur tired .. u cant help it.. so i dun blame him.. he did ensure his oar is out of my way SOMETIMES but.. yeah.. i'm too nice to scold :P lol self praise much?

ok short rant = a long one sorry for making you read that... unless... u X the window already then..... I hate you..LOL nah i dont <3

Ok.. i shud go like .. now.. i am wet from Dragonboat and my tan lines are scaring me....ewe.. i look like... like... ARGH!

You know how you've learn that whatever u dream are like.. 90% of the time forgetten when u wake up? Yeah .. i didnt forget my dream today ( whats new right? LOL ) and yes .. i'm sure everyone hate me talking abt my dreams but when u remember it .. u gotta say it ... so ignore it if ur not into it ... and if u bother to read.. ignore the insults i made cus ... its insulting my dream people not real-life people.. and 1 more thing... since i am writing in compo form.. shall give a heads up...Zombies are included here =.=

Trapped in my sister's room, My Older sis , My younger sis , My friends and I. Why? i have no idea. Was it a tactical advantage? Or just by luck. I didn't know. There were around 8 of us, all scared, of course, of those hideous creatures that lurk outside. It was frightening. They were not like zombies you see on TV walking aimlessly and rushing head-on against any obstacle to achieve their goal. These zombies were smart and sophisticated like a normal human being ( bullshit LOL ). We were safe from them in this room... For now ..

Soon everyone began to loosen up, thinking that they were safe for sure in this room. Incompetent fools =.=... It was because of thier incompetence did we ALMOST die...

"Who the *%*$ opened the window?" ( Sidetrack : I love jumping out of my sister's room through the window in real-life :P dun worry.. it just leads to the balcony where we put our shoes :P )

Guess who. My older sister. Why? She did not have enough light to read her story book and it was getting stuffy in the room. Seriously? Danger is right in our face, with possiblilities of each of us having our body parts ripped out and here she was, opening the window to get fresh air and better lighting.

As i walked to the window, I saw a women staring at me. Her eyes, so haunting, that it chills me to the very bone even while i am typing this. I closed the binds ( or curtains.. i dun really know how to phrase this part ) peeking out from through it, only to see her still staring at me. Slowly, she walks away, probably to tell the rest of those hideous creatures.

Quickly, I starting baricading the door with everything i could find, from steps of my sister's bed to huge chunks of files filled with paper. Yes i was doing it all alone. It was idiotic that i have to explain the situation at hand to them. We were in a life and death situation. If i am doing something don't i obviously have a reason? I want to survive.

How i wished I handled things by myself. It was a MESS. Steps dropped causing a huge noice and papers slips out of the door. Now, to others, whats the big deal? To me, it was.

By causing loads of noise , we are attracting attention, meaning the zombies might attack earlier. Plus they were know in advance that we were planning something and be prepared. We all already know they were a smarter species. Secondly, letting the paper slip out of the door. Sure it doesn't help in putting more weight on the barricade but when things are in a messy and if zombies starts pouring in, this papers will be like banana peels and one falls, many fall buying us time to do something. Not only that but by letting it out, the zombies will know that we are doing something with the door, in this case barricading it , and naturally attack from the window...

The window...

At that moment, i turned to the window only to notice 3 zombies walking towards it. I Screamed. Not because they were there, but because my older sis has once again opened it for her stupid book! I dashed fighting it out with the 3 zombies in terms of strength, seeing who would be victorious in opening or closing the window.

"YOU FORGOT TO LOCK THE WINDOW" I screamed as i fought them

It was really terrifying at that point, having to fight them and risk getting beaten as i punched them in the face. While i was fighting them, another moronic situation occured. The door opened. Not by the zombies, but by my younger sister, who walked right out of the door saying,

" I was invited to a party. "

I wanted to save her, but these three douches were putting up one heck of a fight. Guess wad my friends did ( my older sister was still reading her book =.= ... dreams.. they are so unrealistic.. i mean seriously if a zombie attack occured.. i doubt she will be reading a book.. heck if she is like that.. she woulden't survive to get to this room ) .

" Its a trick !" One of the shouted to her

"Oh man..", was the last thing i heard before everything went silent. I was furious and raged. With one final burst i shut the window and locked it, punching to signal "Ha, in your face". As i closed the binds again, I shouted at everyone, these incompetent fools. Why was she so dumb as to walk right out? Why did no one pull her back in? Why were they so dumb as to NOT locked the door ?

Furious, i locked it myself, Barricaded the door myself , and prepare stretegies to escape or fight back, myself. I only cared for myself and my older sister now.

Time past and everyone began to relax again, except for me. I guarded the window , peeking out every minute to see if harm was coming.

And suddenly, it started. The door burst open and zombies flooded the room pouncing on whoever they first spot. Blood flew everywhere as me and my sister sat on top of the bed watching the horrific situation. We looked at each other and everything went blank. ( In honest truth my dream ended at the point when my younger sister was taken but i decided to continue as for some weird reason , the end of my dream was dreamt first before this parts so i gotta somehow escape the room 1st right? :D )

We were running now, My older sister , my two friends and I. Chased my a monstrous amount of zombies , we raced up many flights of stairs, before finally reach the rooftop. Quickly, we locked the door behind us. Knowing that i could not expect much help from them, i ordered them to climb up to the tip of the rooftop ( i know u cant visualise this well but image the london clocktower thing with a large parking lot with no cars replacing the clock part of that tower) I began unscrewing the flooring ( yes you cant visualise this well but just see it that there was this floor above the ground where you use to jump onto the rooftop tip thing, which is like.. 2 stories high with no other way of getting up so yeah.. ) and just when the wave of zombies starts pouring in, i unscrewed the last bolt, and once at the tip of the rooftop, with all my might i stomped at that flooring, watching it fall and crash , along with the many zombies standing on it. NOW , we can rest.

The five of us sat there, My older sis , my two friends , and I ... Wait.. 1 , 2 , 3 , 4 ... who is... O shit..

The End :D

Haha actually the ending was funny but.. i wanted it to end scary so i changed it.. what happened was that some1 "magically" appeared there inspecting the rooftop.. like.. seriously?! lol.. he looked human but i didnt take any chances .. i took his drill and drilled his head XD Even when dead he moved =.= so.. i drilled like 7 holes in him :X Sorry XD Yeah sorry its hard to inmagine the situation cus you cant "see" the picture of whats happen :X.

So yeah.. thats about it... Please note i am insulting people in the dream and not those in real life.. my younger sis is idiotic but not so idiotic as to walk out of the door like that =.= LOL! And my friends woulden be... o wait.. i didnt mention this part as it would spoil the "scary" like tone i am projecting.. THEY FREAKING TALKED ABOUT RUBBERBANDS! like WHAT!? i dunno... there were many random stuff but the only one i remembered was rubberbands.. by...SADHANA!! haha.. it was funny but lol..way too funny for that moment :P

Alrighty shall continue playing my trial of WoW :X ... shud i buy it? I really should focus on my studies :X

Haha My blog is officially _ _ _ _ ... not the month to be typing this word out :X



So yeah.. Should i continue posting? I'm not sure.. I have stuff to type but i usually end up posting short phrases on facebook to express what i want to say :X ... Should i change my link? but then again.. its troublesome for other people...OHOH SHOULD I DESIGN MY OWN BLOGSKIN!? Nah.. too lazy... lol wasted Weddesign knowledge...



I know~! Its lame to say but i'll stop posting for now ( yeah right rofl i stop posting how long le :P) One week later i see got people tag me anot :X if got then time to liven my blog up with more posts :D if no taggs then...nah :P