In the library with Veron :P

Anyway had "THE POWERFUL ART OF STORYTELLING" just now, and i must say it certainly is powerful.. haha... its a rather nice CDS and seeing that i have public speaking as my other CDS , I'm sure i SHOULD ( not can ) do well in it as my task in this CDS is to tell stories ( duh.. )

At first, i too felt it was rather lame and stupid.. like srsly? tell stories? But after watching the video i swear man , a mere story can do so much.. Haha it sounds so cheesy but seriously.. the video the teacher showed us was rather touching and sad .. it was just people talking about personal stories in their life.. they all started out funny but each one of them ended with a very strong meaning.. uber touching.. can't help tearing up :P

And how for my tiny complaint.. HOW CAN NO ONE FEEL TOUCHED AT THAT POINT IN TIME!.. omg.. i saw my classmates and i felt pissed.. look at computer , trying to sleep.. all those stupid shiets.. there i was tearing up to awesome stories with AMAZING meaning and there they were ignoring all those wonderful stuff they can be listening to .. gosh man... i know i am sensitive and all so OBVIOUSLY tearing up is something that will happen to me .. but god.. dun they feel anything at all? I felt so annoyed...

Lucky teacher remembered me :D Cause when leaving class she said " BYE LOUIS " and i felt happy haha :P

Anyway we kinda know what we need to tell a story about already and... i kinddddaaaaaaaaa already planned out what i wanna say :P i am so nerdd :X I am aiming to make people cry here people ! BRING ON THE TEARS!!! ( Or will i end up being the only idiot that tears up on my ownt story..)

O well.. either way i shall go all out in telling my story.. making it as drama as i can MUAHAHHAHAAH

ok i gtg :X VERON DUN LIKE LIBRARY!!! WHY VERON WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :D

And throughout the entire post.. she didn't look at my com.. cool right? i am so sneaky...wait for it...

VERON YOUR LOOKING HERE AIN'T YA... oh wait.. she went back to her book :( ...

Guess you will read this later :P ....

VERON LOOK HERE!!!....

Ok nvm.. i shall go... CHICKEN SOUP PWNT LOUIS!

Currently in the library doing my work.. posting to chill XD

Hmm.. i guess its kinda time for me to start working hard again...sucks that it is only 4 days after school started but.. yeah i just dun wanna get sucha score again...

Anyway some good news.. i am 15th in my entire course :D.. sure i guess i'm happy about it but after much thught i realise it isn't really a good thing.. as u all know from my previous few posts.. i have mentioned my GPA .. and the idea that THAT GPA is 15th in the entire course tells me how .. uhh... maybe hard? it is to score in this course? i gotta put in more effort if that is so.. after all this is only my 1st year after all right?

Sucks haha

Anyway yesterday was awesome.. went out with Veron , Letong and Benoit..its been so long since i post my day.. been posting too much happenings and random stuff..

Anyway.. went out with them to watch paranormal activity two.. and i must say it was freaky and frightening just like para one.. and side note.. I HAVE NO IDEA HOW ANYONE CAN SAY THAT PARA ONE AND PARA TWO ARE NOT SCARY LIKE GOSH SERIOUSLY!? You gotta imagine more XD ( no insult intended ) like.. if it happened to u and all that... Yucks.. i just gave myself the creeps by typing this :X

Anyway it was cool how they linked both the stories together to actually make it complete.. i mean.. para one did end abruptly :X

Moving on , after the show we decided to walk around which was nice :D Ate that.. dunno wad puku puku ice-cream that was only $1 at TM .. and we just like talked for abit before going home :D.. its nice to chill out after school haha

Letong moving house soon :( Tsk tsk.. now i next time go out with them must go home alone.. haha... randomness here :D

O YA ONE MORE THING!.. u know those modeling agencies thingy where they come up to u and ask for ur number and all that? Yeah i got one that day ... and i mean.. she did the normal routine .. age number.. and then she asked .. for my race , saying " are u pure..." and i interupted her saying Chinese.. and she say " oh ? but u pure... "

and this time i interupted by saying chinese BUT at the same time.. she said "malay" and i was like.. WAD!? rofl now.. personally i ain't rasist .. and i wasn't insulted or anything but haha.. i felt it was kinda funny at that point in time :P I guess my skin is really tanned :P

and another thing... i have NO IDEA why there are such assholes in this world.. was eating alone while waiting for Veron , letong and benoit.. there was these two Mother ass holes who were like talk about me in malay.. yes i didnt get malay but comeon.. i aint dumb as to not observe u looking at me from the corner of the eye...

Think man.. you sit there talking to ur fren and start laughing.. how do u think i will interpret ur actions? Huh? god man..

And when the gang came... they were STILL talking about me.. how i know? they said purple.. and to let everyone here know , my hair is highlighted purple.. so.. wad else could they be talking about.. i felt pissed and insulted.. i starting to speak in chinese.. LOL FAILED!..

1st , i failed in chinese

2nd , i was the only one who knew the situation .. argh i forgot to explain before i spoke in chinese..but eventually i managed to explain it to letong who forward the message to the other 2 :D .. thanks :D

After we ate , i was pretty confident that they were looking at me as we left..so seeing that i was quite far away from them and they could not hear me, i just said to benoit " those two are ass-holes " pointing at them with like as much action as i could haha... like the typical auntie of singapore :P hoping they would know i was talking about them .. unless they were too dumb as to not catch my body language and all that :X

Wow i'm am posting on smaller intervals now .. awesome :D...guess i shall go.. i still got work to do and my lecture starts in like 30 mins :X

I know i've been saying i'll post but.. XD its rather hard to constantly think of something les something pisses me off or something cool happened..

And i know it sux but i guess this is another semi-ranty post so feel free to ignore it :D

But first, an awesome thanks to Veron, Zazz and Letong for the sleepover and all that :D It was fun .. took pictures , chat , eat and of course :P sleep .. veron.. ur bed so suang :P I've learnt 3 things during this time

1) I cant power-nap .. XD i "Had'' to wake up in two hours and i failed cus i end up dosing off.. but thanks guys for letting me go back to sleep :D
2) Letong is SCARY when she is sleeping...suppose sleep for two hours only but end up cant.. :P Me and letong continue sleep .. then due to "issues" we decided to wake up and go eat :D ... so i tried to wake Letong and guess wad.. she suddenly grip my arm super hard i got 1 heck of a shock.. note to self.. when waking letong.. stand 1 metre away :D
3) I LOVE VERON'S MATTRESSSSS.. so comfy :P

XD fun fun :D Then next day hor had another outing with S.V .. also fun fun .. played squash and pool which was awesome.. aching legs now :P

Hmm..i know its kinda point form like .. but.. u know how it is.. when something negative is on ur mind.. u cant seem to focus on explaining the good stuff .. u really gotta say the bad stuff ...

I get pissed and frustrated easily....

The sucky thing is..despite it sounding like i am displease with myself , i am actually displease with the people who cause me to feel frustrated..before anyone assumes please chill.. its just a sudden thought and reflection bla bla..

Ok..see here.. since young i can never argue , i can never fight back ( with words ) nor can i rebutt any single thing.. even when its clear to me that i am in the right.. Why? Well.. the idea of "don't interupt when others are talking " always sticks to me... I cant seem to talk when others are talking as i would like to listen to them ... but of course.. morons wont bother to listen to me so i always end up "losing" Another crappy thing is that i stagger a lot.. i can never form full and proper sentences without staggering..i dunno why but it frustrates me that i will feel embarassed if i stagger during an argument .. why?
1) it shows that ur facts are unclear or u are unsure of the facts
2) You are nervous / afraid of ur opponent
And naturally i feel self-concious about it and eventually lose confidence in myself..but in all reality , i aint afraid of my opponents and i know i am not so stupid as to debate on a matter i would undoubtfully lose in :D

Ok now i'm sure ur wondering.. "oo...k.. louis.. so.. u cant argue .. wad has this got to do with u being easily frustrated .."

Well.. think of it this way, If i cant argue/debate , i will be unable to voice out what i think and/or prove my point to the other person.. cause i swear there are LOADS of irritatable idiots who are unreasonable and frustrating to talk to...

And it is cause of this that i keep all my opinions to myself and debate against myself in my own brain.. yes.. i'm pretty sure that alot of my friends have already established that i have alot going on in my brain.. one of those is that i have this two-side thingy where i debate with myself .. not casually.. but violently..which brings my personaility into the picture ( i imitate people and copy them bla bla ) i tend to imitate the person in the MOST annoying way he or she can be and debate against myself ... cept i give myself time to actually voice out... but.. because i barely voice out what i want to say , i always feel like i will lose in the debate and thus , even in MY OWN brain , i tend to let myself lose to my imitated person ..

Am i being too confusing in this matter ? I'm sure it doesn't concern you guys but.. yeah i just feel frustrated with myself...It just pisses me off how people can be so unreasonable,foolish and childish .. and before u go around saying "Louis, you can be childish/foolish/unreasonable sometimes too" .. then let me ask you.. in the serious of times .. what do I do? I know its like so stupid for me to praise myself but hey.. i'm stating a point..and in a way defending my reasoning ..

I try to cheer you up ( i not saying to any particular person.. this is wad i do ) , i try to ask what happened .. i ACTUALLY do my best to do something to make you happy.. I don't go around saying something that would indirectly hurt you...

Which brings me to this .. people who DON'T know that whatever they say or do during that moment has hurt you... yeah... i've really gotta tell these people to analyse the situation and choose your words or actions..no offense.. (I know this word "no Offense" doesnt work .. cause.. you will still feel insulted ) Its like.. comeon ..for example , I say A bully me , then u say B got bullied by A too , thinking it will make me feel better cause you think that its not my fault i got bullied , A is just strong..but no dude/dudette ... you will make me feel more frustrated at how sucha ass can exsist .. (this is clearly and example cause.. this example is so.. vague and stupid haha )

So yeah.. i kinda feel better already :D Thank you bloggy :D and thanks for reading this far :P I kinda forgot why i got frustrated at myself to begin with...No.. i'm lying .. i obviously do know.. but.. u know how it is...no matter how much you want to tell them/him/her off , you cant cause u know it would affect the friendship and all that jazz ... its a long chain of event that i will not elaborate on .. but namely, tell = accept/no accept = more argument = more problem = frustration = bye bye

Sure u can just walk up to him/her and tell him/her off but.. of course.. you're just being heartless now arn't you.. if i have to tell i would but obviously after much difficulty.. heck simply telling them their breath stinks ( just a joke ) is hard already .. think about having to say he/she is pissing you off cause of bla bla bla .. OUCH.. if you don't find it hard ur just being a bitch / asshole / crappo shit cause to me , it just shows that u care for yourself more then u care for others .. which is so sucky =.=

Before i end this post i just wanna say .. I love all my friends and like...it sucks when memories of them rush into my brain that cause me to continue this post.. i mean sure there are more good memories over bad ones but.. u know...lol i'm getting blur with wad i wanna say already.. 75% of my brain is saying SLEEEEPP.. 20% is still debating with myself over wad people will think when they read this post..and the last 5% is thinking of whether i should press the "Publish post" button :P ...

O well.. i did type quite a huge chunk.. why not :X i mean.. u reading to the end means u care for me dun cha :D so why not hahas.. anyway yeah good night and buhbye :D

One word.. Amazed..

Till this day my opinion still stands , " Girls are better than guys " .

Yes yes.. in case you didn't know, i am indeed a dude, an overly-sensitive one, something i am rather proud of cause if i aint overly-sensitive, i wouldn't be at all close to understanding what girls feel whenever a certain phrase or event smacks them in the face..I cant really explain what i mean cause.. its usually a At-that-moment-at-that-time-occur kind of thing, where a girl will get unintentionally "shot" by their friends..and there are those times.. where the more important thing about that particular happening is actually FEELING what you are suppose to feel aka sadness guilt bla bla

Now now before u go crazy and say LOUIS U ARE A RETARD.. lemme just say that guys do get "shot" too.. but... appearently we..*ahem* MOST guys are too insensitive to bother or notice these shiets... which frustrates me.. because .. If they don't see it , they wont feel like they are wrong.. they will be like.. Oh watever and commit the same mistake.. which is irritating and ARGH... now girls on the other hand.. not all but MAJORITY of them bothers and they reflect.. allowing them to learn from the mistake so as to not feel that way again... right? do i make sense here?

Gosh i'm just so irritated that back then girl were seen as the "weaker" beings.. when it is clearly they who are superior... of course.. this is mainly in terms of EQ stuff ... I rather not judge in terms of IQ cause.. thats a verrryyyyyy different thing to what i wanna address...

Yeah...dun mind this sudden post.. just..argh.. dun like..

Ok.. slaps... anyway idea is I don't like how almost every guy i know is another insenstive bastard.. sure i don't mind fooling around and joking like a complete retard.. but as we all know.. there is a right time and place for everything..a problem i'm facing is not suppose to be a laughing matter to u guys man...seriously...this is why i spend the 1st 14 years of my life around girls ..

And u know what i find stupid .. The idea of guys forming gangs cause of what shitty brotherhood.. gimme a break ... To me.. all the people are doing is fighting to win .. fight for you? bullshit why on earth would they fight for u?

Think of it this way.. If u get into a fight, what are the odds they will reason things out? almost 0.. just one punch and yeeehawwww...

You can be there for me a hundren times physically.. but i'd rather u support me just ONCE emotionally.. this doesnt make sense but.. haha .. i dunno how to express the stuff i wanna say :P

So anyway never post lately and i'm sorry :X will try alright?

School is starting in like.. 2 weeks argh.. i dun like it.. so many friends i haven go out with :(((((((( EMMMOOOOOO!

K i said this on Facebook but i guess i'll say it here since its quite long :X

"I tot you got brain?"
"Got brain anot?"
"Pa-lease, i thought you IQ and EQ high one? Simple thing also dunno?

These are irritatable s*&t that i hear very often...Which bugs me alot...Why isit they have to judge my intellect on a whole over one small incident/issue ... its unfair and stupid..‎"Wad about the time i solved ALL your puzzle games.. games u take god knows how long to complete..not to mention a even longer time UNDERSTANDING the concept when i teach..What about my O'level s*&t? You kept saying i played alot..yea thats true.. but what were my results even despite that? Gwad =.= its frustrating...My IQ and EQ may not be awesome.. but its definately higher than yours..

Don't your think its just plain silly and dumb to judge my intellect like that? Seriously man...I solve so many of ur shit, i listen to so much of your shit, helping you analyse the situation and giving you the best possible solutions to everything.. and here you are .. criticizing me just cause I coulden't put back the F**King Toilet door.. Well SOOOORRRRRYYYYY if i can't be bothered .... i mean.. i tried it a few times now and didnt catch the idea of how to do it ... and tat makes me dumb ?

What about you? Since you wanna be childish i can be childish too.. heck i'm younger by hell alot.. i have all the right to be childish if you are ..

Puzzle games... lets start with this..as I told you almost every concept of a puzzle game will be similar in a way... match this match that.. is that so hard? analyaz the number needed and all that crap... is that so hard? You play practically ONLY puzzle games.. and you cant figure out the simplest one without using hints? ... Dont talk to be about IQ man... i can close one eye and solve it ...I would close two.. but.. that is only if i memorise the screen first ..

Argh due to time shittyness.. i shall stop with 1 example...

Gonna cool off and move on with happy stuff like AWESOME DREAMMM!!!!

Ok.. you know how usually, once you wake up from a dream , most likely the dream ends? I guess i was lucky to have my dream continue 3 times.. cept.. the enviroment changed.. but o well :P

For some reason.. there were characters from the show "True Blood " so.. enjoy :P

It was during the time of war, My three friends and I were elites in the army.

The story starts of with all four of us in the campsite, chatting and dueling with each other, testing out our skills. It was...SOOOO COOOL!! I wished those reading this could actually see it :X We were all skilled but we were VERY SKILLED in one particular move... one was super skilled in matrix.. uber awesome ...i think i was like the fastest or something :X

Okok back to the story..The moment quickly changed when all of a sudden, my vision blured and faded into darkness .. all of a sudden i seem to be on the battleground.

"Where was everybody? " i thought.. And ... WHO THE HELL IS THAT RETARD IN FRONT OF ME!?

Now Now before i continue.. please note this.. i KINDA forgot the dream .. just bits and pieces.. so yeah..i DO know i fought someone.. but i dunno how...You know what.. i shall make this dream a brief one rather than a story..

SO its like this.. i was in this weird shitty competition like event where we had to KILL someone that was sent to kill us to move on to the next round.. I didnt know how i got into the competition .. but i do know i was killing people :D

Anyhow.. the 1st fight was simple... slash and he died :P so remember.. war zone like scene and fighting :X and WAKE UP!!!! zz i hate when my dream is interupted...

Went back to sleep only to see myself going out with my friends... as in real life friends like veron and other class mates ... then another fight.. boringgg......... slashed again and woots i won =.=

Now this is where i know my dream more clearly...

It was round Three...And i was in the chamber in the movie " SAW " you know that toilet scene thing? Then there is this woman in front of me with a freaking dagger and she starts slashing me .. like WHAT!? I DUN HAVE A WEAPON WOMAN! HAND ME ONE!!.. she slashed me like i was pork chop.. OW? OF course i wont the first two rounds for a reason right? so i began using a pocket knife.. How did that get there? i dunno :P to slash her.. darn her and her dancing .. ( am i like that in real life? ROFL i hope so.. cause dodging like i am dancing would be cool ) she dodge like there was no tomorrow... hmm.. then again if i killed her.. there is no tomorrow... so.. YEAH!! SHe danced and dodge like crazy , yetr managing to slash me time and again.. which was frustration.. sure enough, my vision began to blur and my vision turned red...i guess blood ran into my eye or something...and....WOOTS! SHE DROPPED HER GUARD :D Just when she wanted to deal the final blow , i snatch the dagger from her hand and stabbed her chest.. BOOYA!!.. stupid bitch dun wanna die? I STAB U AGAIN!! I stabbed and stabbed her like a freaking retard trying to walk through a barbed wire fence ( made no sense ) IN YOUR FACE BITCH!!!!!!!

Ok :P So yeah i was wounded.. and as i left the room , i was teleported to Terra's House or something.. ( True blood cast coming up ) SO yeah I saw Terra and for some reason.. there was this retarded couple there.. holding a...IS THAT A CHAINSAW!? HOLY SNOTBRAIN! THEY WANNA SAW TERRA'S HANDS OFF! .. then again...why are they walking...to...me....O shit... ZHAO AR!!!! SO i was runing from the man holding that chainsaw .. we entered this graveyard playground like scene only to see Sookie and her bro at the end of the place.. But golly.. sookie, with her head down , had some black aura around her.. it was SCARRRRYYYY!!!!..The aura began to take a form of a demon and as she spoke her voice changed into some crazy banana cake woman .. yikes!

But naturally i just continued running.. i mean....I WAS BEING CHASED BY SOME DUDE WITH A CHAINSAW! COMEON!!.. and ... yeah shit happened... he ran.. my wounds healed for some reason.. i guess sookie did her shit :P and The end.. i guess it really is lame reading this... i felt bored typing all this crap out.. but i gotta say i loved my dream.. I matrixed , killed a bitch , and had a chainsaw frenzy .. comeon..AWEZXSOMEZX!!

Ok :D thats all i gotta say yo :X Chao for now :D