I hate being categorized in the same group as you.. its so frustrating.. I feel insulted and degraded just thinking about it

You're mostly insenstive, insensible and totally clueless to your surroundings. You care for no one other than yourself... ur own selfish crappy self.

Before u continue ... i'm gonna cut to the chase so that those who wanna press that X on top can do so now... I'm frustrated over males :D yes i am a male but i feel so disgusted to even be categorized under that category.. i wish there is like alpha males and failure males.. i don't mind going to the failure group .. cus ...
1) Sensitivity is for sissys and gays so we are the alpha males get lost u sissy
2) Alpha = zai .. we are zai so we are alpha...
I'm kinda lost on wad to say above.. trying to sound funny but i'm too )*#)(*$)( hahas..feel free to X :D

You NEVER liked taking the initiate or the first step for it hurts ur pride. You act strong and mighty in front of others to show ur coolness.. but its just a false and ridiculous front.. You think us failure males feel inferior ? You think we are frightened? Yeah sure we are fightened.. but not of you.. but of what would become of us if we retaliate.. you see.. we care about our families our frens and ourselves.. i love my life thank you very much.. i'm not so childish as to go against you only to have myself caught in a bind when ur "true" self comes to light.. complaining to teacher and all that crap.. i'd rather be seen as a coward and DO the complaining..

Coolness is overated... as many of u know .. i was and maybe after reading this AM still considered gay , sissy and all that crap.. but u know.. who cares.. I WANNA CELEBRATE AND LIVE MY LIFE.. why should i be something i'm not just to obtain this coolness status? If i have to be someone i'm not.. i aint cool.. my false front is cool but not me..

Pride is EVEN more overated..u stand there looking at your girl-friends celebrating someone elses birthday... and all u can say is " This is so lame " bla bla bla.. dude... do u know why u say that? Cus u feel embarrassed.. Yeah i get it.. its kinda embarssing ... but so wad? Its for a fren u've known for so long.. does it matter? i would gratefully sing at the top of my lungs in orchard road if i have to.. whats the matter? No one cares whether you did something lame .. does it look like u matter in their life to such an extend that they will even remember you for more than 20 seconds? heck they dont even know ur face nor will they remember how u look like.. I HAVE PINK HAIR DUDE..PINK .. shuden i feel more embarassed than you? I am more easy to remember but why dont i feel embarrassed? Cause i know what is important to me. Its this insensitive and insensible behaviour that we have wars and fights.. pride my arse...

Of course lets not forget one of the other things that really throws one's pride till its rock bottom... Yeah i know how it feels.. shitty.. VERY SHITTY.. sure my face was burning with shame and my pride hit possibly way lower than any of you have ever gone..and for ur information i have my pride too .. every one does but.. thing is.. is your pride more impt than that thing ur gonna do? I walked into a girls toilet , i cried walking downstairs and while my classmates looked at me.. have u guys experienced that? No.. and most of you never will.. why? Cause to your pride is #1 on ur list... Is it so hard to take the initiative? Or are you just that slow and insensible to not get that your fren is upset with you? Heck i told you.. I TOLD YOU.. but wad did u do? blow it off.. "whatever so ... "... you know.. i love questioning the ligit-ness of each and everyone of my friends and yes u might be insulted after reading this but.. well u gotta know that no one in this world can do no wrong or watever u call it.. like no 1 is ALL good and NO evil... Thats why i read into words alot.. i analyse alot.. i just wanna know what i am to you. it sounds so cheesy and gay-like but hey.. i'm a failure male.. and proud of it .. i'd rather be categorized in such a way knowing that people will see me as gay and sissy cause of my sensitivity and all that then to be classed in sucha )($*#$) group... u give subtle hints .. i know them dude.. but i dun give a shiet to tiny hints .. its like..you see those shows where the guy asks their frens to leave so that he can apologise to the girl.. if i'm the girl i'd say " is ur pride more important than me? " .. cus its true.. why are u embarssed to apologize to her in front of ur frens.. its obvious u feel pai seh abt it.. heck if i was watching the movie and the guy apologized in front of his frens.. i would be like " OMFGBBQSAUCE HE IS SOOOO COOL" like seriously

Arr crap.. i cant think straight now.. too much war in my brain...I guess i got too much to talk about... Its just so frustrating ... i'm a male and here i am insulting my kind.. i guess i've been around girls for so long that.. i can feel wad a female feels or smth like that.. AND I AINT TALKING ABOUT MEN****$*#* if u get wad i mean :P And its like...i do try to resolve conflict..i really do try but sometimes it gets frustrating when i have to always take the 1st step.. only to have the blame thrown back at me.. like why cant anyone accept their mistakes.. why .. gosh.. I dont ask for much .. is a "sorry" so hard? Sorry to the girls but.. we see shows.. heck i have a sister.. one mistake and WHERE HOW WHEN WHY WHO is thrown at you.. i'm just asking for a sorry and maybe a simple explaination.. if u cant handle me than wad about ur girlfriend next time? Yes i am EXTRMELY sensitive but so are girls.. sure they might not be AS sensitive but they will have those days when they will be .. I guess thats why i'm always so supportive of females.. feeling that their more superior and all that.. i dunno i do know faults of females and not ALL males are like that .. but its just.. an ' in-the-moment' thing ..

As of now.. you are thinking LOUIS GO FOR A SEX CHANGE.. haha .. i love every part of me.. :P Think as u wish :P but u know.. i dont hate males.. its just a rant as i've said and like... there are good times too.. i dun wanna end on a bad note so yeah :X.. I've great male frens too.. they do get under my skin and also some of the stuff i mentioned earlier is cause of them too but u know.. they SOMETIMES do care about wad i say.. and they WERE better for awhile but u know.. people change.. i change.. all that jazz... but overall yeah... good bad we got'em all :X

Just in case some of my male frens read this.. NO it is not about ANYONE.. its just that i suddenly recalled bits and pieces of things that happened and.. .. i'm just pissed and ranting.

And ok i know i'm suppose to end but i'm pretty sure that people would LOVE to counter and rebutt and argue and debate and all that crappy crap...thing is..will u talk sense or are u gonna try to get the blame off of you? I have never once seen anyone other than myself try to reason things out.. "its not my fault" " YOU NEVER ... " "WE GOT ..." .. yeah.. thanks for trying ur best to reason things out... its these tiny things that make me realise just how 'important' i am to you and finally.. i'mma hear insults about mistakes i make .. go ahead man go ahead... i know my faults.. but thing is .. do you?

XD okok shall end abit lighter by saying I LOVE TELLING PEOPLE MY DREAMS CAUSE I LOVE IT RWAR!! .. i'm lame i know :P but hey.. i love the funny thing that i can vision when i sleep so.. i wan people to share my joy :P

Alrighty .. sorry for another rant and messy unconstructed post.. its 4am and ... i dunno i felt that if i didnt type this i would be uncomfortable and sad XD nighty night..














Males: God Louis is so lame and gay... go be a girl la.. type so much wad we insenstive and.. oh.. crap.. theres more.. wad..he..read.. my...mind...

Yes.. if u think somewhat this way.. it proves my point...

ok i dunno females will type wad so .. shall try to guess :X

Females 1: Ok.. His ranting again..Maybe he feels better now :D
Females 2: Lol i'm surprised he isnt a female :X He thinks wad i thought before
Females 3: o goody finally a male who understands why males are such bastards

And after reading this portion and u think omg louis is so braggy ... yes i kinda am.. thats a alpha male trait which i have .. apologises but XD yeah i am braggy sorry :X I dont mean to put in across that i am like an awesome dude...lol though it does seem that way .. but i was really frustrated typing this haha its purely a rant and rage moment.. no intention of being identified as a more superior male watsoever.. heck me being overly sensitive for a male is already a flaw :P so yeah ranting :D BLEH theres so much more i wanna BLAH but BLAH shall not BLAH :D