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Incoming huge self-centered-ness and god damn horrible BLEHS and ABSOLUTE RETARDATIONS... so feel free to click that X

In life.. there are the lucky ones, those who do little shit and SO HAPPEN do the correct shits and the correct time to get awesome shits happen to them..

and there are the hardworkers.. those who work like KRAZYYYY only to achieve their shiets after a LONNNNNGGGG time.. or even never at all...

now why am i saying this... i gambled just now i mean comeon its CNY...and i realise.. wad i am is much like a game of blackjack...

Thing is.. since the day i was born...ok i shall not say i NEVER won.. but rather... out of maybe... 50 games, i will win only once...which is really smth...to me, to gamble with money is to lose money... cause i hardly win.. even if i do.. its like wad... pitiful amounts... now thats not the thing that annoys me... cause like i gamble what... $1? and in total lose $20+ or so sometimes (cept today i stopped early cause i nv bring money:P) so its really nth to me... but what got me thinking was the comparison in terms of luck, between my youngest sis and me...

If i could do a nice analysis...everytime I won in overall, my younger sis lost... so picture this.. 1/50 = louis
49/50 = sis...

and i aint even kidding.. it made me realise how funny the universe is.. mind u i told u at the start of the post that i am being retarded so BLEH :D... My sis just plays by the rules and do simple steps and wins .. easy right? but for me its different... i have to analyse EVERY single situation and take cards appropreiately so as to get the best benefits.. and this does not mean me winning .. i take to help the person beside me... and its like.. wad i mean by those hardworkers.. they work hard but yet.. u know.. it just might not happen.. am i being extremely lame? cus i think i make sense...

SELF CENTERED!

if i have to sterotype here... my youngest sis is a bimbo and i'm the Timmy turner from fairy oddparents... now why... my youngest sis i shall not lie.. she isnt the brightest thing ... but u know... she somehow achieves in a gambling game... i woulden't be surprised if she succeeds in life... and i'm timmy cus...i wish for things.. but yet things dun turn out my way... but after a few attempts.. i can work hard enuf to solve the problems which i caused but maybe not gain anything .. just solve a problem i created...

BLEH i really dun know wad i'm talking...

Imma just go sleep heh :D HAPPY CNY guys sorry for constant rants nowadays.. i will try to post normal happy stuff soon...