I guess i know why lately its becoming more stress for me...

previously.. i have 4 people i can rant and talk to easily... 2 guys and 2 girls...

Now the 2 girls are still awesome people to talk to.. they listen and all that but.. one only does so whenever she comes to my house.. which is not very often unlike during our primary school days... the other female fren.. well..i'm sure i can msg her everytime but... if i do that i will just waste LOADS of her money haha and i don't wanna trouble her so much over such rants which i can type here..but i'm a weird person.. i wan people to read my rants ..thats why i like ranting on Facebook.. but now i have classmates that TROLL me there.. so its hard to really rant properly... haha but dun get me wrong.. i love them..their good frens despite their trollingness but...yeah ..sometimes i need an upfront care and not the " TROLLING U CAUSE I CARE" .. yeah i'm weird.. see even now i feel so ranty .. the BEST listener just msged me asking me if i'm ok.. wa i feel better now hahas :D ( if your reading this thanks :D )

And now for the two males.. where do i begin.. i'm really afraid they will read this but hey.. they haven't talk to me for over a few months.. i'm pretty sure they think its MY problem.. but.. o well.. i'm fine with it.. usually i will rant stuff to them too.. sure they dun really give a shit.. they just say i'm sensitive and lame.. being uncool for my petty and lame remarks.. but hey.. i get my rants out and i feel better... and now i'm in a phase of BLEHness cause they don't even bother to realise i haven talk to them for a long time and not bothering to ask me why... it just adds on to the problem.. and before i continue let me just say.. i have work to do so i'm kinda rushing this post and rant hahas

yeah.. its like even if they read this .. they'll still say is my problem/ fault...but bleh.. i dunno now... maybe its really my fault who cares eh? its not like u guys care if its my fault anyway..after all 2 months of no talking.. doesnt seem to affect u eh?

Gosh everyday i will be a fool for thinking abt why i am still pissed with them.. but o well..thats me being me ...senstive and stupid.. anyway where was I ... o yeah.. so ranty ranty..

I guess thats probably a small reason why i like people to tell me if they are sad or not.. so that i can use that as a platform to rant something that is bothering me so as to help them.. am i making sense? i dunno.. so yeah :D feel free to talk to me.. i love listening to ur problems not cause it makes me happy ( i aint that sadistic ) it makes me feel better as well as makes u feel better i guess...

BLEH OK STOP

oh ya side note... once its holidays.. i'm SOOOO gonna change my blogskin... its so boring =.=... remove the links cause... half of it is like not update / no more blog :( .

will clean my room and all that blah

OK DONE BYE