Two seperate things that I feel like talking about today.

First :

You know.. often things happen...and friends get mad at each other...and if anyone knows me.. i simply choose to like.. not fight back but ignore.. i'm kinda getting pissed with myself for that..i'm not mad at anyone now.. but i just suddenly recalled this trait and it got me thinking...Thing is.. if i'm mad at some1 and we get into a heated argument.. I know i'd lose...cause i don't know why but the rule of "not interupting others when they are speaking" seems to be the number rule whenever i am arguing with some1..which is SUPPOSED to be like the LAST rule ...so you'll see me waiting for them to finish before i speak.. but as we all know.. when arguing.. 2 things are occuring

1) constant talking

2) constant interupting of speech..

So yes.. i will have some1 outtalking me while i wait.. And part of me now finds it a rather annoying fact about myself as.. i cant defend myself nor argue back for nuts... another part finds it hilarious as..if i recall correctly.. all i can do is stun there or walk away.. and face it.. both of it is simply a lost :X..

And this is where i started thinking...wow...people who fight with their fist are probably just the same.. cause face it.. in a heated argument.. one punch and i'd win ..the only way i can win..even in a argument.. the first thing that comes to my mind is to smack the person cause.. i know i cant argue nor fight back with words..but of course.. i wont do that...i've always "laughed" at those kids who fight back against those bullies in school.. cause.. they're always the ones who gets into trouble.. not the bullies.. its weird .. i feel that its great that they stick up for themselves but.. in the end they still get into huge shit like getting their ass suspended from school..

bullies ar bullies.. why u all so lucky...you guys are actually the weaklings but yet we get bullied by you.. for what ar? cause we want to succeed in life duh...and we cant do that if we get expelled now will we... rofl just a random thought here :P

Second :

I HATE being the leader... but even though i aint assigned the role, i have to be one or at least act like one.... ShiHui would best understand this...except she is competent while.. i'm not Haha...

Ok but that aside.. i cant stand it when shit is thrown at me without the least bit of effort being done to it before thrown..as in... THINK for like 5 sec on how to handle the problem ...dont keep asking me man...

and like...once u become a leader and do an "ok" job.. ppl associate u as one.. like Louis = leader.. WHY!? DONT! .. and then when i do a bad job..i get "Shot" saying i'm a bad leader when in reality.. i was not the leader in the 1st place.. am i making sense?

BLEH.. anyway i'm kinda in the bleh bleh mood... nothing really going on lately...a few annoying stuff here and there but nth that really got me ranting like OMG :D... i still wanna change my blogskin but mannnnnn i'm procrastinating again! ...

Cleared 1/10 of my room yesterday so happy :D muahhaha 2 full plastic bags of crap thrown :D .. omg.. means... 1 unit = 2... 10 unit = 20... 10 - 1 = 9 unit.... 9 unit = 20 - 2 ... 18 PLASTIC BAGS MORE !? omg... waste lol ok bye bye