You know.. I have tennis in 4 hrs.. and i still cant sleep.. and why is that? Its funny really.. i tried to do work.. and end up falling asleep.. so as u shud know.. when u fall asleep and wake up.. u should feel more awake.. so appearently.. i feel awake.. DAMN IT

HAHA.. i really am the king of a nation.. procrastiNATION hahas... I really cant help it..i just dont like doing work at all..and i guess this is wad my post will be revolving on today..

So yeah.. I hate studying.. doing work all that.. and yeah yeah i know i have to.. but i feel that i'm doing it for the wrong reasons now..Why am i saying this.. ok here it comes.. the rant .. HAIZZZZ louis ar louis.. blog = rant.. :(

I am not hard-working.. i was NEVER hard-working ok? I'm lazy..heck the LAZIEST among the three siblings and before any of u deny it.. let me put it this way.. i SHOULD BE the LAZIEST among them..

OK backstory.. my elder sis is currently the most hardworking of us all.. she works hard and does everything with heaps and heaps of effort.. however on the downside.. she spends alot on retarded products that i am never in approval of .. and by this i dont mean i tell her dont buy.. cus just to let u know i do tell her to buy it cus if i said no( which i ALWAYS i want to) , she will do several things.. she will give me a list of reasons why she "needs" this .. she will still go ahead and buy it ...and the worst of all , spam me with WHY!?.. so yeah.. elder sis

As for my younger sis.. she is SEEN as the laziest among all of us .. her education is getting from bad to worst and she will be LUCKY to get into NA stream.. she facebooks constantly, even during exam period( i do so too but.. will explain shit later) and worst of all, despite her education efforts and what not, she is also someone who buys rubbish.. not as much as my sis but hey :X

Ok now...i AM the laziest .. why i cant really explain it.. but anyway.. i procrastinate alot mainly because i am simply lazy.. and i cant help it.. i AM THIS WAY.. i AM LAZY.. ihate studying and i hate doing work.. so this is where i get frustrated..

Dont associate me as someone who is hardworking.. i am NOT hardworking AT ALL.. btw this is a rant towards my family..why am i ranting.. appearently.. whenever i say i'm procrastinating from work..i will hear either my mother or father or whoever say i'm GETTING lazy.. heres the thing.. I AM LAZY ..k i might be going mad at this point but hey.. i'm ranting... just cause i give u satisfying marks doesnt mean i was hardworking..i shall tell us straight-up and even though it puts me up as show off and braggy i shall say it.. i am smart ok? i'm a bright freaking lazy kid that hates doing work and throws EVERYTHING to the last min and still gives u a B grade-ish mark or more..

Here i am doing my best and squeezing every ounce of Hardworkingness out of my system and there u ALL are.. buying expensive shit, eating expensive shit and saying money isnt an issue...and i love whenever i say this.. a defensive stance comes up and they'll go .. UR ROOM ELECTRICITY BILL HIGHEST...well yeah.. i dont buy retarded silmling products that dont work as well as something called EXCERCISE.. i dont spam money on clothes and shoes cus i am happy with like 5 pairs of clothes and 1 pair of shoes ..gosh..

like.. srsly.. its this immaturity that scares me.. my future.. let alone theirs is already so hazy and i have to care abt this.. like.. srsly.. fine i wan restaurants too but dont go to those $40+ every week la.. cant we stick to the $10+? like.. my sisters are already a problem.. now singapore can gamble my parents give me more problem.. u all making me stress when i procrastinate.. like wtf.. i'm so lazy that i cant help procrastinating.. its like i HAVE TO.. argh..

bleh imma go sleep.. this is so fugly haha.. i'm not pissed btw.. just ranting haha...