I hate ur whining..u're self-centered in my eyes.. I really dont know why and cant explain why but u just are.. it pisses me off..its like.. why cant u just learn to be giving and give way to others.. just cause we give it doesnt mean we WANT to.. but rather we feel like we should.. I hear almost everyone of my other friends do so.. except for u..

When shit happens.. u whine... when shit doesnt go ur way.. u whine.. its frustrating to constantly hear it..but of course.. why would i post this if it didnt affect me right?

Yes..this is where my analytical part of me shines...because.. i bet all of u reading this now.. are like.. Louis.. u whine a lot too.. and this is where i get frustrated for thinking so far ahead into things..why do i have to start thinking so into things from the moment i have to.. for once.. i just wanna be an idiot that doesnt know..

Ok.. heres the thing..it pisses me off because he is whining about retarded things...i dun wanna say WAD here because i dont know who reads my posts...but its like..i feel that there is some sort of resentment towards me because of my constant complaining of stuff..and i guess i find it unfair that he isnt shown any.. am i the only one who notices these stuff? am i looking into things too deeply for my own good? its like...wad he whines abt are like super not-impt stuff.. like.. REALLY not impt.. and yet ppl tries to tell him to relax..why do i.. who complains abt things that matter so much to me... like my grades..get a different form of reply.. i know their joking but.. sometimes its really frustrating... just cus i LOOK like i dun mind the way u reply.. doesnt mean i FEEL like i dun mind..FYI.. grades are impt to me cus i wann go to a uni in singapore so that i dun waste money to go other country so yes.. it matters ( sorry reading ahead )

Its really bothersome... to want to help ppl...they often..no wait.. they ALWAYS take advantage of it..fyi.. I DONT OWE U ANYTHING.. i choose to help at my own free will cus i'm just that way.. too fcking nice and naive...as much as i always tell myself that i can beat down those who take advantage of me... i still cant bring myself to do it..

Often then not.. I see myself doing crazy things..preparing myself for when it happens.. it sounds fishy but.. in my eyes its not.. take car accidents for example...to people its like.. once u run out onto the road with a speeding car about to hit u in 1 sec .. u die.. to me.. i've thought about it and like.. jump?! .. i mean its the bumper that kills u.. jump past that and trip on the windshield.. sure u get hurt but... u live right? I know its hard to say cus i haven really been in situations where this random thoughts were of any use...whether or not i can pull them out in time.. i dun know.. point is.. having think of things far ahead.. i feel like.. if really it happens.. i am at least 1 sec faster in reaction..why am i beating ard the bush.. physically .. i can kick ur ass.. dun talk abt strength now.. i have thought abt retarded moves and i can kick ur arse :D Put it this way.. in a game of catch..normal ppl choose to outrun the catcher.. i choose to outsmart him..

Now that thats done :D.. hurrah.. i really didnt know where i was going with that.. it was just a random rant again.. wow i shud name this continuous-rants :D.. i hate my blog name XD.. but lazy ask ppl relink bla bla so nah...

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Read into things again and..do i get irritated when you hate on ur nails?