Wednesday, February 29, 2012

FREEDOM! .. done with all papers and stuff and i'm now free as can be for 2 months :D

Kinda scared tho...am planning a few stuff that i've never done before and knowing me.. i'm kinda afraid to even go for it.. I get embarassed super easily and all.. but o well.. their well on their way.. cant turn back now .. just hopes it's smooth sailing rather than that of smth that i'd end up feeling regretful for :X

Either way... BOOYA ITS HOLIDAY :D

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Ok i'm gonna be extremely assholish right now but... NERDGASM!

Gosh.. finally.. had to say it so badly... Okok.. i get that it is none of my business that people wants to do well for their studies... and that they are just trying their hardest and all that... I mean.. i too want to do well cept i dun really do that much at all ... which i why usually when there is a discussion going on i'd always say the same lines.. i haven study so i might not know...which is true..


So anyway.. my course has like occasional moments where a subject creates a group for students to discuss stuff.. and it urks me SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH... when they make that place soooo friendly ... like.. dude.. its for u to ask questions and to check abt stuff.. dun make it sound like some fun place to chit chat.. u think ur cool doing that? heck no son =.=.. Its annoying to me that u ans EVERY SINGLE COMMENT.. like really dude? IT HAS NO CONCERN WITH U.. FINE U HAVE THE ANS!? COMMENT THAT ANS DUN TYPE IN LOL!... LOL ISNT A FREAKING ANS.. gosh =.=... the amount of stupidity and dumbness ... makes me feel so disgusted with myself to have to associate myself to the likes of u...


Its like..i dun really like to be so harsh when i'm judging ppl.. i mean i do do it but... i try to hold back ... but when u give me those irritatable attitude along with how u look.. i'm sorry.. i'm gonna shoot off about ur attitude ALONG with ur looks.. now personally i love and WANT ppl to be confident of their body and who they are.. but with disgusting attitude ... i see u as disgusting.. to the extend of like.. those bitches in high schools.. yeah.. i'm that bitch.. i hate those bitches fyi... but u make me into one of them cus of those subtle irritatable crappy crap u do .. yucks


I dun expect ppl to have the same studying technique as me.. u know.. the whole 1 day before rush thru and PRAY technique.. but like...isnt there a way to privately ask the teacher for more? I know the whole idea when is that.. when u see other students working hard.. u will be like.. pressured to work harder too.. sorry hun.. not for me.. it disgust me.. like.. OK i'm a MEGA BITCH here.. but... i'll go.. srsly? i'm trying to compete with u? wtf is this? and i'm not saying that i'm better than them but rather.. wad is this crap where u guys are working so hard...gosh.. i dunno.. i'm just being mega bitchy right now..


Just ask teacher for more, PRIVATELY... i dun like the whole announcing it to the whole class that u are some smart ass working so hard for something I can do in 1 day... it throws me off.. u may think it will make others work as hard as u but not for me... freaking annoying to me..yeah i'm a bitch .. dun see the point in all of this.. dun even know wad i wanna do after NS ... crabsticks

Monday, February 20, 2012

Just logged in to read friend's blog...but no update yet.. so....LALALAL SHALL TYPE STUFFF..

WAD STUFF I ALSO DUNNNNOOOOOOOO...nvm shall stick to my tradition of adding in songs :D But aiyo.. lately no new ones.. and i nt sure which i added into my blog and which ones i didnt :(...either way





Four songs in 1 GO! :D ...hehe last 2 days sick :(... SUDDENLY SIA! WAD DID I DO!? no sign at all.. SUDDENLY BOOM! SICK!? WTF?! Fever sorethroat and runnynose.. and shitty ass cough... but today left cough :D so.. ok la

tmr is my interview so nervous... but..main thing is.. i need wear formal... WITH NO BLAZER .. zz i dun like without blazer.. i look so yucky cus i dun have a proper formal white shirt.. sian...........gonna look so shitty la

Ok think i'm done .. i guess....

Saturday, February 18, 2012


Sometimes I wonder why I am so hesitant. I mean...its pretty much known after all but why the hesitation?

Fear? Regret? Aiya so mafan to think so much.. best to be simple-minded and shoot. So much more easier.. think think think end up degrading myself.. pst heck that LOL.. although my friends are clearly joking with me... I always let their words get to me anyway... Louis nub.. Louis stupid.. Louis use your brain.. all because of a tiny weeny mistakes.. they say its the art of trolling.. i find it stupid to be honest .. yeah i get that i cant do it.. i cant "troll" people.. but .. even if i could.. i definitely wont use it on my own friends.. but bleh.. they wont even bother if i "troll" them.. they'll just brush it off.. but sorry darlings.. i cant and i wont..

I guess this is one of those things that ultimately ends up making me hesitant.. me being like this.. overly sensitive... BLEH! .. Dun wan think :D 1 more meeting and 1 more paper and FREEDOM FOR ME!

Monday, February 13, 2012

So apparently I was singing just now and my mom came in without knocking..

Want to buy sound proof room pl0x =.=.. i dun wan any1 hear me sing let alone get so close to my room and manage to hear a slight hint of it...I can safely say that the reason why I cant put a cover up or anything is cause i dun have privacy at all.. my room is so close to the kitchen and my room is the nearest to the living room which my family is always at. FURTHERMORE.. i can NEVER have the whole house to myself .. even if i do its for sucha short period of time and its definately not enuf..

So irritating ... and i bet ur thinking.. why cant let them hear.. they ur family wad...

My ideology is different .. my idea is that.. my family and frens are people i will know for a long time.. and having them witness any fails of mine will result in them remembering them and ultimately.. me remembering them as well.. heck even know i'm remember so much of my fails through myself.. i definately dun wan to look at their face and rmb my other fails...

Nt to mention, my family are those type of ppl that just talks abt it openly... in short.. no =.=..

Gosh so irritated right now.. and worst still she just says " Tmr no school ar still dun sleep " ... my voice like noise ar? ... thats the problem of reading into things too much.. i know she is just saying like.. GO SLEEP LA ITS LATE.. but for me.. its more of.. stop making noise rather than that of MUSIC.. see the diff? so now all i can think of is that my voice is noise an like.. shitty as crap that isnt music at all even though I ALREADY KNOW.. she didnt mean it..

Which brings up the whole why i think so far =.=... BLEH... just recently my sister said she sees things further than me.. cus i saw this wedding pic of my cousin and her to-be-husband... they stand in train at playground then tilt to girl side.. so i said "see wads wrong with this pic? saying girl fat" ... then she said.. "u think too much.." then i say.. its a joke haha.. she then said "tilt to her side meaning she more impt" then bla bla i think further than u... hoho.. 1stly.. thats is like.. femenism and like favourism or watever.. she ur cousin.. she girl.. so more impt.. bull crap.. 2ndly.. HOW I WISH.. she can ALWAYS think like that... but no.. she had to think for a moment AFTER i made the joke to come up with something...

All and all.. i wan a sound proof room.. but of course even if sucha thing was for sale i wont buy it ... waste money =.=... i'll just shut my mouth and wait and record all those soft singing shit that are so bloody awful.. cus face it.. there are times when u gotta go loud to reach certain ... uhh.. tones? and just going high pitch aint gonna cut it.. mix with my semi-broken-and-never-gonna-break-any-more voice? hell yo.. HELL .. so far manage record a few stuff .. random full and LOUD stuff which I stored on my com.. happy with them but still...shaky cus well... its like.. 4am ... ppl sleeping.. too loud = they wake up and worst.. THEY CAN HEAR =.=.. no full songs yet.. always got a few mistakes here and there which is soooo ARGH... i nid sound proof room..

oh yeah.. extra info.. my dad comes home at 3ish from work and stays home.. yeah.. privacy before 3pm... dad and sis leave at 10am... so left 11 12 1 2.. 4 hours... oh wait.. younger sis home ard 2? 3 hrs left.. maid and mum... when they leave i dunno.. PLUS I GOT SCHOOL... AND I DUN LIKE SING SO EARLY ... GOD ..=.=... irritated as of now..

Saturday, February 11, 2012

Haha i've decided to make a new facebook that i will add random stuff only my closer of frens can see.. i just.. dun wan others to see some stuff that will make them judge me..

Gonna let those who respect me as who I am and respect what I enjoy to do :D

Anyway its called vate pri louis.. wanted to make Louis private account but fb is being a bitch.. so... pri vate louis.. BUT.. somehow i got vate pri and now i cant change =.=. o well

Monday, February 6, 2012

Argh crappy sticks.. sick :( NOOOOOOOOOO


Checked my exam timetable and apparently my ONE and ONLY exam is on 28/2.. hmm.. why is that so.. oh... darn .... that sucks D: ...sad face... nvm AFTER ALL EXAMS !!!


what else...i dunno.. cant really think.. shall just random say stuff :D


Cats be the scary.. they haz claws that can dig out people eyeball.. but why isit that there is this thing called "Don't be sucha pussycat ( wuss ) ".. apparently.. these scary claw-ie animals are "scaredycats"? Talk about mindblown here..But why isit that more people go like "Dont be sucha pussy" instead of "OMG CAREFUL THE CAT CAN SCRATCH U"


Here is Louis' lame "I-Know-You-Know-Already-But-I-Will-Still-Tell-You" Theory. They laze around and run away when something happens, say a dog chases them, or someone throws a shoe and when they reach a safe distance they maybe hizz or watever u call it, at you like a "coward" ... Aiyo.. so hard think.. i dun wan write until so nice.. shall stick to my normal ........ and type while i go kinda stuff


Anyway .. heres the think.. why the heck would u want to fight a dumb battle.. its not about the whole win or lose thing cus tbh.. a cat CAN win a dog.. but thats not the point.. no reward... no goals.. no nothing.. fight for what.. can walk away then walk away lo.. simple as that...


But then here comes the lame twist which i wanna put in for fun... if u harm the kitty cats family frens or belief or watever the shit he holds dear.. that puny innocent kitty cat will fight u.. darn right he will.. and be prepared for pain.. he might lose but he will do all he can..


So yeah... just cause some dude walks away from u all the time doesnt mean he is afraid of you.. he just doesnt see the point in fighting a worthless battle.. of course if you have a heap of ppl with u against one guy.. cant say anything right? But heck to the yeah.. if you do any shit that will cause him to lose something or watever bull crap... you're gonna pay :D .. The worst pain can be caused by the least expected of people...

Just something random.. was thinking of cats then somehow progressed.. why i think of cat? Cus the moment i typed random stuff... first thing i typed was cat.. for god knows what reasons..DUN JUDGE ME XD...

Narrow as can be
He'll make me see
How all of this should really be

Not on the D
nor on A
W and S will be the way

HAHAHA i be the furrrrrniiieee .. lollol :X k bye :D


Sunday, February 5, 2012

Saturday, February 4, 2012

"Life is like a box of chocolates, you'll never know what you'll get" *insert typical cowboy-ish Australian accent here*


However, what they failed to mention is that of the shapes and sizes they come in. These boxes come in such a variety, from hearts to squares, circles to triangles, all of which hold a different meaning altogether. Not to mention, in each of these different boxes, there a different shaped and sized chocolates too.


Now, lets be honest, who doesn't like chocolates. Well thankfully yall, these chocolates are fat free, protein free etc etc. In short, they are awesome tasting treats minus all the negative crap. YOU WANT IT.


But this is where everyone's so called "life" comes in. Its just like in school, or when training dogs or whatever, get something right, you get a treat. Get it wrong, treat is gone.


And naturally, we wanna get it right. So occasionally, the time comes when you get the question, or rather, problem, you dunno when you're gonna get it or what it is but when u do, you gotta get it right to have your treat.


But thing is, the duration of this period isn't forever, just like in class, the teacher won't wait for your answer for the whole day, let alone forever. You gotta think fast and shoot that's it. Correct? Hurray! Wrong...


Wrong... when you're wrong. Oh how it sucks doesn't it. That treat vanishes from the box. You can't have it no more. Sucks big time. And then you'll spend the rest of, however long you want it to be, thinking of how you could get it right. Frustrating ain't it? How after getting it wrong do you feel like you know how to tackle the question?


But its all goody goody, I mean, you're just losing the chocolates you could have gained, just like how you tripped and magically dropped that one and only piece. Its alright! But, not all boxes are meant for you. In your vast loads of boxes, there are those few that are meant to be offered to others, boxes that you give to others if they get your question right. I mean comeon, you can't be answering all the time right?


So you ask people question, they get it right, HAZZAH! You give them the whole box which they can eat from when they answer following questions posed from you. But what if they get it wrong? Well.. the same thing yo.. they lose your treat to them but here's the difference from the above, they are losing one of yours to them. It may have chocolates that are of the same taste , same brand and same shape as what they may already have, but its a whole different meaning. They lose a whole box, from you, a gift.


Of course, it doesn't mean that you de-friend them of anything. Its just that, they lose the opportunity to be rewarded from questions that would have been posed after that first one...


And with that, I shall end here.

Thursday, February 2, 2012


Totally loving this song..