Sunday, March 11, 2012

Alrighty little update from today ... went to Shine modelling agency and i must say.. I talked like.. u know la .. when i new at a place i start laughing like yujing and cracking the lamest of jokes.... but was really excited XD

They showed me pictures and like previous works and all that.. then boom here is where things start... apparently.. i will need to make a "namecard" which will have my pic on it.. 4 pics to be exact.. so they say the pics have to be studio taken type.. i wanted to get my friends to help but...then they recommend one for me... that cost $100 per "change" like... 1 is rock 2nd is urban all that random stuff.. so in the end paid 400 for 4 diff .. cus like.. u know.. 4 diff pic.. aiyo i dunno...i cant help but feel scammed even though my logical side is telling me its quite ok cus got hair makeup clothes artist and a moving director.. but... i dunno...I feel like i rushing into it ... I wanted friends to take my pics but i think in the end also... not up to standard .. FUSHSHHSHS

then got another 1.. course.. for modelling... he say until like WA I AM DINGJIE FREN AND I GOT POTENTIAL SO WAN ME GO FOR COURSE... i'm like.. uhhhhhh...i dunno.. to be honest i think its just a fake thing... say wad subsidize for me cus i got potential.. then 3 sec later pull out 1 paper with every detail printed.. like.. wad? If subsidize for me shouldent it be like u write a paper and like recommend and all that ? why got 1 print out so fast... very like.. skeptical...apparently the initial price is 600 but for me is 150... i kinda said i'll think abt it.. but to be honest i doubt i'd do it... they say will train me dress better groom all that.. i know i can improve somewhat in those aspects but.. i cant bear to pay for this la.. abit.. zzz to me...

the 400 i pay le no choice.. but b4 paying i think hao le... this photo will be proper stuff so.. even if they just in it for my money.. i can still use it for future stuff right? so its alright dun cha think ? :D well at least.. i'm trying to comfort myself thru that... i mean.. its true la .. the whole will use next time and all but...400$... for a studio and for pros.. i dunno...haiz.. even clothes i dunno abt price and worth.. wad makes u think i will know for this.. watever pay le.. dun wan think...

At first i super proud of myself that i finally did smth i wanna do...but as always..skeptical ppl ard me be the asshole lollol... the moment i come home they give me the why waste money face... then i think negative lo.. ya why i waste money... but at the same time.. maybe it'd work out .. and that this 400 will get my modelling career started? i dunno.. haiya... so mafan...

Then my sister after the wedding dinner today ask me.. why i dun tell her everything... she my sis i her bro she always tell me stuff but i dun tell her... well.. i guess this is why.. skeptical attitude and all that... i buy wad she somehow will say i waste money... i also know.. i dun wanna say i NEED stuff.. but rather want ... like this modelling thing.. its a want.. not a need... i also feel bad for burning 400 straight off.. but haiya.. no nid remind me..then say wad.. i pay without blinking an eye... i blink my eye like 1000 times ... first in excitement cus 100$ per session or change or watever sounds cheap.. but then turn into skepticism cus like.. i FEEL i nid 4 cus cannot be all same style right? so yeah lo...i dunno la...i already go for MINIMUM le...400$ for 4 change in looks...to me quite worth.. but aiya.. hear so much skeptical remarks until i dunno.. u tell me lo.. worth anot? i dunno... got so many other handsomer ppl.. chio 1 also.. i cannot win de lo... maybe not worth haha.. but 1 thing good that they said was.. i versatile.. whether is to like... entice me or watever.. i was like.. giggling all the way when i hear them praise me hhahaha.. versatile HAHAHAHAHAH... so funny la at that moment

*pats Dingjie back*
"Sorry ar dun wan offend u but... i think u more versatile then wayne"
I laughed lollol.. i mean i did say NO LA.. but still funny moment cus DJ face at that moment was like... the shit!?

wad shud i doooo... i shoulden't sign up for the course right? the 400 worth?

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