What do I want in life.

Honestly, I don't know. Currently, all I can make out is that I want to do something related to make-up that's all. How why where? No clue.

Its kinda frustrating knowing that my 3 years in poly is gonna be a waste and really, I can't see myself being in this industry making games. Okok maybe i can. I have the plans but not the skill. Maybe some how I can become a freelance game designer? Get programmers and artist to draw my ideas? BLEH I DUNNO LARH.

Move to LA, find a make-up job, be a model(zz hate how i need have a build body to do this =.= and my "walk" is so girl la... so much bounce one ... dunno how those america's next top model girls cant walk.. is like so easy la and i'm a guy! RAGE ), and during free time make easy games sell on andriod store MUHAHAHAH .. thats my crazy plan :X doubt it will work though.. or rather.. dont dare try...BLAH

RAGE MORE