Hectic Hectic

Somehow I feel more compelled and relaxed to post more now haha don't really know why but oh wells. Am still enjoying my work surprisingly. I thought by now I would be all up everyone's ass going all HOLY CRAP HOLY CRAP GET ME OUT OF HERE but nope.

Birthday coming up soon and I kinda took away the date on my facebook for...obvious reasons :X So yep yep.. aint really excited for it mainly cause it means I need to skip work should anyone ask me out HAHAS SO ASS SIA ME :P But yeah... birthdays are just like.. adding a one to my age.. nth much and I dun really fancy a celebration..

I betcha most of u are like WHY THE HECK ARE YOU OT-ING SO MUCH U NEED MONEY MEH I TOT U RICH. Lol why not man.. nth to do also :P and I enjoy it so boom but nah on a serious note the its really cause I cant help myself.. I'm born VERY competitive and I hate losing out and/or seeing my numbers being lower than others.. money in this case. thats why when I play games, If i see some1 with a higher lvl than me, either I rush to beat him or I simply delete him off my list.. plus I MIGHT have a little REAAALLLLYYY LITTLE family money shit going on...aint big but I wanna do my best so thats why i work alot haha 

Sigh...i know its like a few days ago but the tone of a message is really getting to me now...

Influential people. Their vibe passes on and eventually everyone is contaminated with their essence. They forget the actual pattern of things and assume that the ideas embed in this very essence is how it should be.