A new discovery to how *toot* my brain can be.

I dun really get WHY its like that but... for some reason it likes to record an action, that only happened like ONCE, as a constant thing..

Dinner at other place.. Normal what. But just ONCE did I hear a

"I think you go home better, like very ma fan for you go there then go home" or smth like that

Caring statement, dun wan mafan me. Ultimately I could go if i want to but hearing that I was like fine... here's the thing. It wasn't a "Okie dokie thanks for being concern" .. It was an "Ok fine you're the inviter so if you say no then hey ho i wont go *bitch mode on*"

I dun really get WHY my brain is like that.. like even though I know the two answers and which one it actually is, I still want to think negatively or in a way that would make me upset..

Now here's the extra shiet thing.. another invite today.. nearer.. my brain just told me

"Hey.. just don't go.. since its mafan for you, he will ask you not to go again"

And even when there was no statement from the person whatsoever, I simply assumed that the above is the statement itself.. AND EVEN when the he hinted for me to go.. bitch me just went.. nah.. he will last min say dun go and make me embarassed =.=...

WTFBRAIN? Sometimes I wish I could either switch brains or let people give my brain a try for a day...that would be fun