Hmm...U know.. i really dun like CNY :X...Its surprising right? hahas.. Was in the bus just now looking back.. i guess its cus of the many many embarassing times i had during CNY ...I mean .. i cant help showing black face when i lost like $40++ while gambling...I cant help not talking to the rest of my uncles and aunties like my other cousins i mean comeon i am shy ... Hahas lame stuff right?? i dunno whyye but stuff like these ( theres more ) made me think that my cousins all think of me as..Gay, sissy and so on...I guess thats whyye i dun like CNY..its having to see those cousins of mine that i've embarass myself infront of before...i cant help thinking that they "hate" or dislike me cus of those past events..hahas...and having hate CNY , practically the only time i see my other cousins , leads to me hating my cousins themselves... i know its lame

Anyway went out with SV again to brenda's house.. it was a very game-ie day...Mahjong , Blackjack , tai-ti , Homo ..but a restless day too...cant help feeling sleepy Hahas...However .. 1 thing i noted today .. I HAVE NO LINK WITH THE REST OF THE SV MEMBERS!!... we played Homo and i TOTALLY cant feel anything like.. i cant catch their signals..its sux la... note to self...BUILD LINK! hahas..

Yeah anyway having ideas of..shud i say? nah.. anyway SV members will know abt this idea ... i wonder if we shud carry it out ...who knows?

hahas sorry for the lame post.. nth much to post honestly :D