Not to sounds braggy but.. i have strong imagination..Sure it sounds like a lame characteristic , or maybe it isnt 1 to begin with..but i dunno whyye but sometimes i hate this imagination of mine...sure it gives me better ideas for certain stuff like Compos, Products and maybe even games ... But 1 thing that annoys me is... i can NEVER feel ok..wanna know whyye? I always scare the shit out of myself ..

Yes yes ur thinking "omg Louis.. ur sux a wuss " and i dun disagree with that... i scare myself when looking at a mirror.. reminding myself ALL the time never to say some words or even think them... if u can read my mind , u will constantly hear me saying.. dun think abt it dun think abt it ... I cant walk down my HDB flat alone without feeling cautious abt whether some1 will pop out of no where...i cant even sit here typing without feeling like some1 will grab me from behind...I mean.. every1 is scared of dying , except for those retarded assholes reading this blog who wanna insult me ... cus they will definately be saying Oh not me.. i dun mind dying or watever.. But gosh..I know i am sounding totally lame.. but.. honestly i really do have this issue.. i dunno if its a phobia or wad but..yeah its like that...but the ironic thing is.. i like watching horror movies .. which tends to make me think of more crap for like...a few years? Dun get wad i mean? then dun try to get it.. cus... as always i have a fear of saying stuff like .. FOR EXAMPLE.. saying Oh a cat will walk past me( put it as a freaky scary shit that scares me ) cus i dun want a cat to walk past me... u get wad i mean? i dun wan some crapped up "speak of the devil " crap... hahas.. so yeah :X

Anyway had my tennis today and honestly.. i dunno wad the **** is happening to me.. i dun run , i dun hit properly , i barely even feel happy playing tennis...i still love tennis but gosh.. i dunno whyye i cant seem to enjoy it now.. only when i do a "Cool " stunt then will i be like wow tennis is so fun :X ...

To wad extend? To the extend that today.. during match.. i didnt win 1 point ... try that on for size.. hahas...

Either way i do hope for some ppl going TP ( my skul ) to take Tennis cus i wanna play with ppl :D so until next time dudes :D byeeeeeee