Its 5:40am and i cant sleep... so i guess i shall post...

Gonna do my hair on monday :D I kinda have no idea wad colour i'm gonna dye it this time.. i dun wanna damage it cus i miss my smooth hair XD but at the same time.. why not right? after all this might be my last year being able to have loud coloured hair... o well.. blue ? XD

I kinda dun really have much to say.. been slacking and playing practically everyday which is .. kinda boring XD .. wad can i say .. when u are bored u know its holiday hahas

Anyway, just recently .. ok actually i've known for a long time but...yeah shall just say that.. sometimes its so annoying to not rant... people may think that i rant alot but i feel bad to say that its not even half of wad i wanna rant... there are so many things in this world that urks me... i dun hate my life but i have this annoying feature about me that wants things to be a certain way...or something like that... i'm not an asshole 1stly... i know right now i sound like 1 but its just hard to express it properly with words...

Anyway the point isnt about my distaste for many things... but rather...sometimes people say smth as a joke..right.. sure i may get insulted but i know its a joke so i woulden't bother... and soon it becomes the NORM.. people start to constantly refer me as something that the joke chooses to impose on me...And i still know its a joke but as it progresses it really gets irritateable...and finally i choose to tell them off... but thing is.. it always turns out two different ways... one is that they apologise and stop for only awhile but continue soon after because it has already became a habit...and another is that they will THINK that this joke implication on me is reality .. and they will go on and on about it... which is really annoying to me...

But then again even if i tried to stop this from happening at the start.. people say i'm too sensitive...YES i'm OVERLY sensitive.. we get it.. i know we all know... and now its a joke to others too that i'm this way...i dunno.. its just frustrating to me.. there are already so many things that urk me and yet i have to bear with this too...its like...

ok imagine this... a feather to u is like a rock to me... so...a rock to u will be ...HOLY CRAP... so yeah... i am petty and such and being so wad might seem small to u is in fact huge to me.. to add on.. i have loads of YOUR feathers...am i making sense? LOL

O well...before readers start going louis quit ur blabbering and ur FML's.. i dun hate my life nor do i hate on people.. i'm just typing loads of shit here that u guys bother to read :D ...o wait.. maybe i am hating on people.. who knows :P

Oh a little insight on wad i mean by issues that are ranked as feathers for u guys..hmm ok.. i read into crap alot i dunno why... so like on msn right..things like how fast u reply me and how u reply me matters...and because of that i have loads of internal battles to figure out the situation of the person i am talking to.. am i annoying them? disturbing? all that... and like.. although it might seem like nth... i care alot about this...and sometimes .. even though its just an assumtion.. i get really pissed with myself if i THINK i am disturbing some1 too much...and then i can spend the rest of the day annoying myself with shit like.. "Louis why are u so dumb clearly she is busy =.=" lol

Yeah..thats how i am :X

But hey .. i like being this way hahas... although its annoying i kinda am 75% of the time right about the situation of the person... ok actually i dunno since...even if i ask .. my frens wont be so bad as to say YES I AM BUSY NOW GO AWAY... except for nuri.. but.. she's a bitch :D lol ( we love calling each other names so dun judge me.. she's still a good fren to me ok :P )

wow i think i went off topic...hmm.. i needa go toilet.. lol...WHOA ITS 6...once again i didnt sleep early =.=... my brain's clock is messed up...

Hmm.. shall try to change my blog skin asap... its really frustrating to look at hahas.. alrighty thanks for reading yo ~ Talk to yall soon :D