Here comes a rant...

I srsly hate how i suck at the things i love to do...why i'm ranting about this? Cause i am almost 100% not in squash team.. why.. well.. just like in any other racket game.. my strokes were horrible .. Thats the thing.. my strokes are ALWAYS HORRIBLE.. i dunno why.. but when i play, i can win.. i dun get it really.. why do i suck so bad.. its like i'm always missing a certain elements.. Lets go down an awesome list shall we?

Singing - I know the range, i can reach all of them.. but my voice is fucking disgusting..why did my body get confused whether to break voice or not.. cause now i'm stuck in the middle.. a retard half female half male voice.. sure i can reach notes easily.. but it sounds disgusting

Dancing - Yes i can dance.. i can remember steps DAMN easily and do each move with loads of confidence and power.. but my body proportions is just not right, making me look awekward when i dance...

Racket game - be it tennis , squash or badminton , i can win.. i can play quite well.. but the thing is.. i NEVER have good strokes.. i really dunno why.. maybe cus my imagination allows me to come up with funky moves that allows me to hit the ball to unpredictable places... another factor is my speed...i'm..QUITE fast :X

Running - Yes i did say i'm QUITE fast.. not VERY but quite.. but thing is.. i have shit stamina.. its retarded like really.. in tennis class , the youngest of children can run longer than me...

Its kinda annoying reading this.. i'm always missing out on a certain element and this frustrates me...i can think of more random ones like gaming? I can play quite well but i panic each time i play with frens... Work? I can do good work but i procrastinate like mad..

Seriously pissed off LOL :X

"Jiayou... Lets work hard yo :D.. i'm gonna conquer wadever shitty missing elements i have you gotta work hard on.. watever u have to too :D And..You are not asses.. well.. not all of us are.. we are dumb though.. sometimes we just dunno that a small action can cause a huge amount of distress.. its weird...even for me who analyse stuff alot.. i cant full comprehand whether or not i hurt you guys.. i do make guesses every now and then that i did.. but.. we know each other.. we'll deny it .. so yes..we are dumb... we dunno..some of us do care.. but others... meh...:X "