K so i was lazy yesterday Meow~...

Anyway a little rant 1st..Ok..i'm may be skinny but hey.. I'm surprised that till now u cant see that i hate hearing you say, " eat more eat more" .. sorry mommy .. i eat ok? I do eat but appearently the genes both of u gave me consist of that of "inability to get fat" and "ability to lose fat" .. and for your info.. i feel bad each time u tell me that.. i want too have a nice looking body also cannot sorry la.. u think only u wan meh? I train at home but all always wan come my room.. i lock door cus i dun wan u see me carry that retardedly light 6 kg weight and say eh why u train but nv grow.. CUS I CANT.. no fats to convert =.=..i'm losing weight each time i breathe which is retarded.

Ultimately, i think it is cus u are comparing me with those huge ass shiets...okok first thing.. my chest.. is like plates ok? Theirs is freaking bowls.. My stomach is maybe pebbles.. theirs is freaking stones.. my arm is maybe a hamster... theirs is freaking bowling balls.. u are comparing me with sucha longshot-ish person..WHYYYYY!? Hollyy crap

Ok i was abt to rant abt my mom being so irritating by being so fussy with food but watever.. another time..

Anyway flew off from Singapore at ard..4ish? ..reached bali at like 7 and i must say.. A n n o y e d... the customs took seriously forever .. you know why? the custom officers took their own sweet time to stamp ppl's card.. but if we want faster service.. we must pay $100k ( $15 singapore = 100k indo) PER PERSON to those roaming officers.. and i'm like wtf? wad kind of disgusting country is this.. how can u do that... like i dun care abt ur corruption.. the idea is not that different to that to anywhere else.. say singapore.. of course we have RULES telling us not to do this while there is none of that here.. but i mean if u can be the better person it would be ok right? pissed like srsly.. so disgusting la..

Anyway things go better after we left the customs at 8++ (yes ..1 hr ) the person who was gonna lead us to our villa was so nice.. reached here and was kinda disappointed at first.. cus it was smaller than i thought but still cool actually.. pool..jacuzzi ..meow.. nice......

Hmm Didnt really do much on the first day cus it was late.. we had dinner which was uber cheap considering that this is a hotel/villa then slept..

As for today.. we woke up early go to the beach to play some sports stuff.. we did four which were snockling , flying fish, parasailing and jet skiing..

We went parasailing first and it happened really fast .. one moment we were standing there.. next in gear.. and finally off the ground.. HOLY MACARONI!!.. it wasnt as high as it shud be but WUUUUUS. haha.. the only negative was that the thing wrapped around my leg was uncomfortable i mean.. think abt it.. the gravity pulls u down.. and so..the whole time i was trying to maintain half pull up position so that my nuts dun crack LOL

Next was jet skiing and i'm kinda evil.. i wanted to make the instructor fall lol.. but aiyo the waves were so strong that i kept flying over them and landing hard.. ouch.. so keep slow fast slow fast.. but very fun

Next was flying fish which was epic... we laid on this butterfly shaped thing ( why isit called fish? ) with our face facing the sky.. then we have to hold two bars and eventually when the boat goes fast enough.. we will take off and .. yeah.. vertical as if we are standing .. fun.. but me and my younger sis lucky.. had an additional thing cus i dunno.. maybe cus we went last.. we had banana boat.. cus the sides are like.. yeah banana.. then we like ridding horse grab hold then.. yeah lo.. ride back to shore .. so bummpy:(

Anyway after that we had dinner and had a short shopping spree before heading back to the hotel where, still in our wet pants, went swimming in our pool.. COLD!! MEOW!!! Then soaked in our jacuzzi.. HOT!! .. hahas..

Yeah thats abt it really.. sorry for the horrible structured post :X but yeahhhh

You know.. I have tennis in 4 hrs.. and i still cant sleep.. and why is that? Its funny really.. i tried to do work.. and end up falling asleep.. so as u shud know.. when u fall asleep and wake up.. u should feel more awake.. so appearently.. i feel awake.. DAMN IT

HAHA.. i really am the king of a nation.. procrastiNATION hahas... I really cant help it..i just dont like doing work at all..and i guess this is wad my post will be revolving on today..

So yeah.. I hate studying.. doing work all that.. and yeah yeah i know i have to.. but i feel that i'm doing it for the wrong reasons now..Why am i saying this.. ok here it comes.. the rant .. HAIZZZZ louis ar louis.. blog = rant.. :(

I am not hard-working.. i was NEVER hard-working ok? I'm lazy..heck the LAZIEST among the three siblings and before any of u deny it.. let me put it this way.. i SHOULD BE the LAZIEST among them..

OK backstory.. my elder sis is currently the most hardworking of us all.. she works hard and does everything with heaps and heaps of effort.. however on the downside.. she spends alot on retarded products that i am never in approval of .. and by this i dont mean i tell her dont buy.. cus just to let u know i do tell her to buy it cus if i said no( which i ALWAYS i want to) , she will do several things.. she will give me a list of reasons why she "needs" this .. she will still go ahead and buy it ...and the worst of all , spam me with WHY!?.. so yeah.. elder sis

As for my younger sis.. she is SEEN as the laziest among all of us .. her education is getting from bad to worst and she will be LUCKY to get into NA stream.. she facebooks constantly, even during exam period( i do so too but.. will explain shit later) and worst of all, despite her education efforts and what not, she is also someone who buys rubbish.. not as much as my sis but hey :X

Ok now...i AM the laziest .. why i cant really explain it.. but anyway.. i procrastinate alot mainly because i am simply lazy.. and i cant help it.. i AM THIS WAY.. i AM LAZY.. ihate studying and i hate doing work.. so this is where i get frustrated..

Dont associate me as someone who is hardworking.. i am NOT hardworking AT ALL.. btw this is a rant towards my family..why am i ranting.. appearently.. whenever i say i'm procrastinating from work..i will hear either my mother or father or whoever say i'm GETTING lazy.. heres the thing.. I AM LAZY ..k i might be going mad at this point but hey.. i'm ranting... just cause i give u satisfying marks doesnt mean i was hardworking..i shall tell us straight-up and even though it puts me up as show off and braggy i shall say it.. i am smart ok? i'm a bright freaking lazy kid that hates doing work and throws EVERYTHING to the last min and still gives u a B grade-ish mark or more..

Here i am doing my best and squeezing every ounce of Hardworkingness out of my system and there u ALL are.. buying expensive shit, eating expensive shit and saying money isnt an issue...and i love whenever i say this.. a defensive stance comes up and they'll go .. UR ROOM ELECTRICITY BILL HIGHEST...well yeah.. i dont buy retarded silmling products that dont work as well as something called EXCERCISE.. i dont spam money on clothes and shoes cus i am happy with like 5 pairs of clothes and 1 pair of shoes ..gosh..

like.. srsly.. its this immaturity that scares me.. my future.. let alone theirs is already so hazy and i have to care abt this.. like.. srsly.. fine i wan restaurants too but dont go to those $40+ every week la.. cant we stick to the $10+? like.. my sisters are already a problem.. now singapore can gamble my parents give me more problem.. u all making me stress when i procrastinate.. like wtf.. i'm so lazy that i cant help procrastinating.. its like i HAVE TO.. argh..

bleh imma go sleep.. this is so fugly haha.. i'm not pissed btw.. just ranting haha...

Hmm.. i dunno wad to say now.. have nothing but i feel like posting smth random..

Exams are over.. thats for one..uhh..i'm going bali on the 7th...Meow~.. i dunno.. i guess i just wanted to type some random lyrics..

You are beautiful..

For the thing you do...

You may not see it..

the way that we see you..

But if u trust in me..

we will make you see that you..

Are beautiful..

Lol..lala hmm.. now wad.. i dunno...

maybe i shud sleep... maybe i shuden... then again i shud...Hmmmmmm...ok nights LOL

Today we had APEL class and... dun ask me why i am talking abt it but.. i just feel like posting stuff abt it :X

Anyway the question was something like.. which value do we value the most.. popularity, respect, progress or integrity..And yeah.. because i didnt get the chance to properly explain why i chose wad i did.. i decided to say it here..

I chose popularity.. and i know.. its kinda like self centered - ish and all that but hear me out yo.. I want to be popular amongst everyone as some1 who is willing to help..I'm not trying to show off or anything but to me.. i feel that i am some1 who cares for others more than myself..and i like that abt myself.. i love helping others and thats a fact.. i mean to a certain extend of course.. i dun mean it in a..gang fight help.. i mean like emotional and psychological help...

I wan people to know me this way and by being " popular" i dunno.. i guess people will come to me instead.. :X am i making sense..

Anyway he also asked us wad we would do to achieve popularity... if i could ans just now.. i would say, " i would be nice".. cus that pretty much it ... i dun wanna go around advertising myself.. sure i like to be remarked upon for any of my assistance..like if i help some1 .. i would love to have a thanks or.. good job.. i mean.. who wouldent.. face it.. as much as we sometimes say we dun mind not getting the attention for our kind acts, we would not mind having some..

So anyway.. my answer was i would not go against my morals.. then he asked.. would we backstab some1.. and this was where i think everyone misunderstood me.. i said.. " i could and i might" ..

Now before u all go WA LOUIS U SO BAD!.. i'm trying to say .. dun take me for granted or make use of me.. i dunno why but i felt agitated when i heard him say that... as u all know, when you are frens for so long.. u tend to forget how we should treat each other as human beings.. u know? respect each other? Think about it.. even for me.. i jokingly say vulgarities infront of my frens and AT my friends.. even if its a joke.. i am not respecting them in a sense.. so point is...I can treat you nice.. but.. if u take advantage of me.. i can also treat u horribly..

Wow.. i typed that out.. my teacher is really good at analysing me.. he said that i can be some1 who is extremely nice and yet extremely bad.. which .. well.. is true .. i mean look at the para abv :X..

O well.. thats all i guess.. i feel like i have more to type but nah.. i cant rmb wad i wanna say...