Argh.. the table was sooo dirty..

Everything in life happens for a reason.. and like.. for some reason.. i'm happy that things turned out this way..thru that event did everything that happened thus far, happened .. and like.. i dunno..

Thinking back.. its smth that i'll think about every single day.. each time i'm about to.. each time i think of .. each time i see.. etc etc.. its like this tiny sensor that vibrates furiously that reminds me of it.. and despite all of the horridness that was felt.. i feel that thru that did we grow .. both as people and as frens..

I didnt want to accept at first cus.. i felt that.. after 3 years of coming to accept it and all that...things should be left as it is cus like.. without it.. so much woulden't happen.. sure it caused some set-backs but.. the positive points to me where a great deal..

I wanted to continue but.. yeah..u coulden't ..i could guess ur reasoning but i coulden't guess wad made u bring it up..its sudden..even though i had a thought of it in the afternoon due to a chat.. it was still sudden...and its alright.. its a long conquered issue that i dun wish to bring up on such a negative note... it should be a positive or normal conversation that affects us in a way other than sad..

So i accept.. only if u accept mine 3 years ago as well as now.. for giving u sucha hard time.. tbh.. it shouldent be a case of accepting or not.. rather.. talking abt what we gained from it.. loses... meh dun think of lost.. responsibility.. trust.. appreciation and many more..

Its an experience that i've learnt from which allows me to help guide others thru problems that are similar..much like to a fren now.. so.. aiyo.. long story short.. its not meant to be seen negatively.. its conquered.. done.. finished.. see it positively and as a lesson.. at least for my part.. for you.. i dunno :X u'll have to see for yourself... and..although we ended fast.. paiseh that i didnt end faster.. i knew why i had to cover my eyes..