Is my expressions so difficult to read.. do i look happy when i'm clearly disgusted and irritated? I love how people can further piss me off even if I am already showing them a clear sign that I am irritated by something..

I like to rant.. and honestly i dun give a flying fuck if no one in this world wants to listen to me.. even if u show me a poker face or a i-dun-care-but-heck-i'll-look-like-i-do face..I will be satisfied cus face it..usually i can tell if you REALLY care or not but at least u TRY to make me feel like you bother... but it pisses me off when you tell me that you dun wan to listen.. now.. i know everyone has a choice..i aint forcing ya to listen but dun freaking say it straight to my face..cant u just say something like.. Chill dude and walk away? Really must.. i dun give wanna give a fck .. like to normal ppl.. it wouldent be much... its like.. yeah ok they dun wanna listen i'm bothering them so on so forth.. but to me its like..whats my worth.. am i just some hi-bye fren that u throw away as soon as you dun see me..cus if so.. i'll treat u a whole lot differently..

I wish i were more straight-forward rather than think abt how i shud reply so as to not hurt anyone.. why do i spend the time and effort to work my brain at its fastest speed so as to immediately reply you..

This is why i always preferred females over males...face it.. we males are fckers.. we think for ourselves more than others... only to girlfriends do they show that little bit of "care" but honestly.. after awhile.. its back to selfish fckers..As much as i try to read and do things that are most beneficial to everyone.. i too am a male.. if it is something which is at a disadvantage to me and possibly makes me unhappy.. i would ease out of it with "kind" excuses ..

O wait who am i kidding.. there are reasons why the word bitch is used.. females too are like that.. but i guess i'm lucky to meet the right girl-friends.. but males.. to me they are all the same.. as nice as they are.. they are most likely just like me.. having that selfish-like attribute but have the ability to escape through smart thinking..bleh.. fcking gender difference

now in this course.. i'm deemed as gay and a homo cus i'm like this.. so much irritatable jokes abt me being sensitive ... my high pitched voice..along with having to face intolerable fckers that are insensitive and complete assholes that only care about their self-being rather than that of everyone elses.. oh oh i forgot one more asswipe that thinks he is like some all popular smart ass fcker that knows all and everyone else ard him is stupid shits...

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