Hmm gotta teach my sis later so shall post instead of starting a game that can last for an hr..

Went to kbox today with Zazz, Veron and baoshi.. no letong cus.. she sick :( get well soon pl0x :D

Anyway yeah i realise that i cant sing without the audio on.. u know that can turn the singer's voice on and off right? I need it on.. its kinda a stupid reason but i guess i'm stupid anyway but the moment i hear my voice come out from those speakers.. i get disgusted.. thats not how my voice sounds in my head and its annoying to me.. even when i've accepted it at home, the moment it comes out it just throws me off..and thats for singing normally.. wad abt those high parts.. those low parts where it requires more effort.. its hard and even though i can reach them.. i cant bear to do it..so frustrating..



sang this song just now.. probably the first time i ever sang properly.. audio was on.. i felt safe..so comfortable singing this and guess wad.. this is like the 3rd time i heard it only haha..Could feel I dragged long enuf and all that stuff.. but haha i forgot to record myself .. i wanted to but o well..there were so many songs that i wanted to record but its kinda embarassing to on my phone and record infront of my frens but haha i dun mind telling them here :D .. I only recorded one..Colors of the wind.. They wanted to change the song.. part of me hoped for them to cus.. well i'm not confident of this.. but another part didnt want them to cus i didnt record anything and the kbox time was ending so yeah.. recorded it.. not gonna hear it tho.. at least not now..

I just wanna know wad ppl hear from me..like without any audio devices to aid that.. i pull out my ear and give my fren =.=

Haha the first hour of the kbox thing was fun .. but after that.. it turned into a freaking battle between myself..i realise that my so called two tone crap doesnt exist there.. for some reason i could only do my lowish one .. hmm.. where me high one go? Haiya..nvm i shall record another time and even if its totally assholeish and sound like i'm fishing for compliments.. i'm going to ask my frens to honestly listen and tell me how it is.. cus unless my WHOLE family leaves the house.. i cant sing out loud haha.. so.. Kbox.. i nid u :D

I dun wanna rap.. i wanna sing