I didnt see the full vid but appearently .. just caught that tiny portion of it.. and i guess i was soft or smth.. maybe i missed the part where i sang loud i dunno i dun care.. i dun wanna look at it at all.. i know i've imprv and thats all that matters to me..

And i realise.. its not that i dun wanna do covers or anything .. its just that i never have the opportunity to do so.. i have..younger sis elder sis dad mom maid.. so many ppl.. and I am NEVER left alone at home..Sunday is like the MOST MOST MOST awesome time cus its family day.. but even i have to folo =.=.. plus my maid doesnt like to leave the house argh..

I'm gonna be selfish and say.. why cant every1 leave the fcking house .. just like get out for 1 or 2 hours so i can do this 1 thing that i've been wanting to do for so long..even if part of me dun wanna know shit..i'll eventually look at comments anyway and yeah.. i'll finally know if i suck or not .. cus face it.. i cant bring myself to believe my frens.. as harsh as that sounds.. we all know that there's this element of "lets try not to hurt his feelings too much" there.. so yeah..and yes.. there are those who are super blunt.. but for some reason i cant bring myself to believe them too..i nid strangers.. random ppl i dunno AT ALL .. so yeah..waiting for the day every1 gets out of the house..