Hmm its late.. i shall got sleep..why did i even log in to type something...

I dunno i felt that i shud stick to the practice of posting everyday.. but wad to post i dunno.. going to meet jen bren and shihui tmr to slack ard.. ages since i met them.. next week got.. HOPEFULLY.. 2 days of kbox.. one with zazz veron lt bs .. another with hweechieh they all.. meow~...

Doubt i'd sing tho.. i love to sing.. but till now .. each time i hear my voice either thru the speaker or thru the recorder.. i cant bear to continue.. its so bad.. so horrible.. even till now i need to know if its ok or not..not strong enuf..i'm so affected by wad ppl say.. even tho i tell my frens and i KNOW that i shuden care.. i cant bring myself to not care.. thats why only yj hears me sing before.. he constantly .. at least last time la.. now nv le :P.. tells me that its ok and that it wasnt bad.. i'm so weird.. reading this it makes me feel like i'm an ass that demands for attention.. that i want ppl to complement me.. but no.. i really dun know.. i feel that i m OK.. but.. i cant accept it.. sometimes i wish that yujing told me that i sucked.. so that i can just stop singing..cus he is just one person.. i've heard ppl say that i suck.. but why does he contradict wad they say.. so confusing..

who toebelieve? I DUNNO RWAR

o well.. shall go sleep..