So apparently i just realised that 2 of my frens had blogs that i didnt know of...DAYUM... once i get my hands on their links...its time for some major updates ... B and J...sounds wrong putting them side by side...........MOVING ON

Ok..how do i start this thing...sooo mushyyyy....but well... I teared .. is this how i spell it? i dunno... Its so funny how one just sees certain things...like.. you would think that they are just there to enjoy the company and fun and all that...but are in fact...(along side with the whole having fun thing) .. taking in every detail, information and all that ..

Leader.. that's the only word i can think of...u would think that this is a horrible choice .. seeing that in poly, being a leader meant organizing meet-ups and who does wad... not that u do that badly anyway :P Heck knowing u... u r great at that ...ANYWAY MOVING ON... sure you do lead us..guiding us and all..both in outings and with our random problems..... but mainly our outings where we'll be like wad do we do now :X But being a leader doesn't just mean like oh hey u go there u go there.. we go here...

You understand us...omg here comes the mush...ohhh the mush...understand our behavior, our actions and ultimately.. how we feel.. If anyone of us are in a slightly off mood.. you'll be the first to notice it and bring it up.. not to mention care for us.. i've said it before and i'll say it again.. you're like the mother of the group...listening to our problems and caring for us...if any of us are sick.. here comes mama

Well.. since we're being all emotional and all here.. i'll be honest..didnt like to talk abt it but ... i used to think, " why am i even in this group " .. oh the amount of times i think this way is insane... heck every now and then i will still have this stupid phrase pop into my brain.. i would sometimes feel left out.. i'm not as funny and social-ly as the rest of you lot.. cant crack jokes out of nowhere that will make everyone laugh.. haha and when i tried.. u guys looked at me like i was mad.. but yeah...I cant help it. I felt inferior.

when the group was so called "new" or fresh or watever.. this was something i thought about constantly.. and honestly.. if u didnt try to include me .. or make me contribute to those random chats and laughs.. i doubt i'd still "know" yall .. but yeah.. those few seconds in time.. where you would ask me for my opinion when we were chilling at our usual spot..they helped alot .. at least to me

HAHHAHAs okok i'm done...anymore and this pond will turn into a river :D eitherway.. you're an awesome leader :D

Not that nice and attractive? well sorrrrryy.. i'm not good at all these yo and its like.......3:35am? HOLY I GOTTA GO SLEEP BADMINTON TMR ..gahhh haz this stupid wound at my elbow cus i fell while playing tennis with my fren...oh god the horror...wads worst is that...there were loads of people watching.. FUUUUUUUUUU the humiliation :(

U know wads even more humiliating the amount of times i spelled humiliating wrongly ... other than that? the amount of red lines i have while typing this.. oh the spelling mistakes ..

Sorry for this extreme gay moment but... daesung looks bloody sexy here