For some reason i can  never leave a kbox session fully happy.. confirm will have some subtle thing that will hint to me that my singing is not pleasant.. like i dont expect to be like super zai or anything but ya.. kinda upsetting that i was not born with a nice voice.. like despite taking the time to learn how to do rifts and runs as well as vibrato.. haha ya cant seem to sound nice at all..

The best possible thing i can hear is suddenly someone praises someone else.. like ya.. i know he sings nice but ive been singing with that person for like 2 songs..so praising only one says alot for me..haha call me an attention whore but ya.. unconfident ppl like me needs these kind of stupid praised to feel more secure.

So ya i guess im just trying to avoid the fact that i suck at singing with all those nonsense from ppl saying ok lah and watever to cheer me up or like its like meh .. sigh curse this voice box of mine and the sound that comes out from it