This past 2 days without her made me realise how empty the house feels ... Even though i dun play with her like alot .. i stay in my room play game.. each time i go out to maybe go toilet or smth.. i will see her in her usual spot.. the black sofa or brown sofa.. lying down.. i'll go over to her and remove dirt from her eyes.. hear her growl at me for disturbing her... rub her head a little then go back to room..
Cant wait to have her back
Hmm..but i think i shud get a job.. to better handle her.. 2k.. wow.. thats a huge toll on my wallet.. i've already decided to quit tennis.. sure i like it but.. yeah.. its 200 per 3 months.. so assuming i didnt quit for 30 months.. i would save 2k :D... As for items which i've been longing to buy.. like better face stuff.. oatmeal does it all... and as for that pull-up bar ..o well.. wait for NS lo...i dun wanna ask my parents cus they'll say the same thing... YOU DONT WORK OUT..>THE WEIGHTS IN UR ROOM NV USE DE... bleh.. lazy to listen... i dun wanna ask my frens cus... yikes.. $30++ i think... plus my birthday over haha..
Hmm.. i kinda wan to get a job.. but i'm quite bad in alot of things...My sister said dancer.. nah.. cant freestyle.. will fail audition...Now all i can think of is model.. but..i suck in finding these stuff.. i really envy those frens who got spotted or got connections and all that...super li hai.. BLEH BLEH nvm.. i shall go sleep.. super bored.. got work but...u know me :P
Side note.. i kinda feel weird thinking positively abt something so extreme but hey... it goes to show that watever the circumstance .. as long as u look at things positive..you can make it SEEM positive...am i making sense.. i mean.. afterall.. my dog is kinda facing shit here...yet i'm going all.. "i dun mind paying cus i now realise her importance in my life" when i shud be " HOLY IS SHE OK!?" ... o wait.. i still feel like that.. but...hmm..................POSITIVE!! *hint hint* ...
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